The
Ebb Of Yesterday's Flow
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For
no obviously particular reason, one day a guy suddenly thought:
“Even
though I do not have a death wish – I also don’t have
much of a desire to live the life of a creamy-headed cow.” (He quickly
realized his mistake in using the term, creamy-headed instead of, dreamy-headed,
but almost as quickly also realized
that
it worked just as well.
[That’s one of
the benefits of being -on-top-of-language rather than the other
way around.])
One man eventually concluded that words are normally no more serious in
what they say than is a runny nose about entering a track event.
Said
a man to a friend: “If there was any justice in the world:
you
and I would be rich and famous.”
“Hell, if it were real justice: everyone
would be rich and famous.”
“Hummm.”
The
Thought-&-Word Tango Takes To The Floor Once Again.
Notes
a fellow: “There are no such things as extinct creatures,
(and
I personally don't believe that there ever were).”
Notes
a chap: “In politics, entertainment, academia and other areas based on
public
acclaim, it is easy to be magnanimous when you are on top,
but
much more unlikely when you have been ignored or discarded.
(After
coming up with this I have experienced a distinct temptation to see if
this could not in some way apply to how my consciousness deals with the
thoughts that normally present themselves thereto.)”
Everybody
looks for help from outside:
children
look to parents for food and safety;
grown
ups look to human institutions for directions;
the
sick look to doctors for health;
the
frightened look to priests for answers;
friends
look to friends for support in their travails,
even
the special man looking for something whose name he doesn’t know,
looks
for someone to tell him what it is that he seeks, and he will always locate
someone who will say they can, which is no certainty that the person actually
knows what the seeker seeks, (the condensed end of the bunny trail
is this):
the
man who finally finds what he has forever been passionately seeking
does
not get it from any organization, institution, book or person outside his
self.
To ever get started, you have no choice but to look outside yourself for
assistance,
and
if you are one of those who finds someone in the earlier stages who is
helpful to your interest then you will have found someone who can be helpful
to you in the early stages of your search, they may indeed become a life-long,
blood-brother type friend, but to fully crack-the-case ultimately depends
entirely on what goes on inside of you: in your brain, your nervous-system,
your emotion intention.
Everybody looks for help from outside – save the man who knows:
the
man who knows that there is no outside from the inside,
only
a shared inner inhabitant with two disjointed eyes/I’s.
(In select private
circles, “Out damn spot!” was heard long before Lady
Mc’s cry.)
One
device you can employ to help keep yourself from becoming entangled in
this
kind of activity is to not listen to what you say when you talk.
A
father said to a son:
“It
is certainly an easy and inviting mental step to conceive of a secret,
world-wide conspiratorial force dominating if not totally controlling the
affairs of man on this planet (after all, god handily served this
purpose for quite a while), but a mortal band of secret conspirators with
obvious motivations (greed & desire for power) strike many people as
a more attractive (read: appalling) alternative to
a supernatural deity;
the
primary fly in the fat which they manage to overlook is that if there really
exists such a collection of all powerful men, their combined understanding
of humans and how life works would be at such a level that no person of
mere ordinary consciousness would even get a glimpse of them and their
operations; (would be like worms struggling to see sunshine; ants attempting
to grasp the essence of a 747).
Any feature of an All-Encompassing-World-Controlling-Conspiracy
that an ordinary man can find and identify is no such thing; it
may be a stalking horse, a red herring,
a
sham distraction & whoopie-cushion-for-your-imagination, but no ordinary
mind
could
ever catch up with the kinds of thinking that would be necessary to keep
a world dominating conspiracy going (if of course
there was one). So only the dullest
of the
routinely
dull will publicly proclaim that they have "located the conspiracy" --
donkeys
locate whatever straw a farmer leaves out for them.
Okay, but no need to totally fool yourself: there is a conspiracy all right,
but
it consists entirely of Life,
and it's true: in a meaningless sense all of humanity is being played
& conned but not for the purpose of doing them harm, on the contrary
it
is to do them good, by having them participate as closely as possible with
Life
in
its own endless struggle to survive in this Universe,
a situation about which
it
could as a matter of fact, look around and conclude that IT
herein is a victim of
an
All-Encompassing-Universal-Wide-Conspiracy.
Those
things which a man's thoughts accepts and those which it rejects are in
constant, instantaneous communication;
thus
in his consciousness do the C &
D Forces maintain a working equilibrium
that results in him presenting to the world the image of a balanced, well
thought-out personality whereas for the certain man's special objective,
such consciousness (albeit the human norm) provides an untenable situation:
like a banquet table containing all the nourishment needed, but one with
a line drawn down the center, dividing the dishes into the allowable &
kosher and the forbidden & denounced.
No
man can fully awaken to Life without
he be able to intangibly consume all that Life
is and all that it is in his consciousness.
Life
has moved men to create Psychology
as the professed attempt by men to better understand themselves, and whose
ultimate purpose is to help Life
better comprehend its own position and potential in the
Universe;
but
some men’s individual level of development is lower than that of collective
humanity’s in their particular location, and others a bit higher,
but
none obviously ever equaling Life’s own level. (Or
would you risk a small wager thereon.)
Query: If you can’t do better than can be
done – what’s the point in trying to do it?
If
Life
itself
(for some unknown reason, in a curiously indirect manner) does not want
you to mentally do something extraordinary (which is exactly what it must
itself constantly do to just survive in this Universe)
then why are you one of the very few wired up with that highly specialized
form of nosiness?!
The certain few’s unconventional, innate inner views are not limited in
focus to man, to the planet, or even to oneself:
Life is the supreme study --
and the answer to all questions it presents is always the same: consciousness;
what
goes on in your mind (which is inalterably connected-to and reflective-of
what goes on in all other minds) has the answers to everything
for
it is the home base of The Great
Conspiracy.
After
a lifetime of being bombarded by the notion, one man finally wonders:
“What
is it that is so great about not being able to teach an old dog
new tricks?”
(No flea's longevity
matches that of those who lie.)
Part
of the secret is in realizing that forms can never explain themselves;
only
the energy behind them is revealing.
Even
while it is accepted scientific truth that matter can be neither created
nor
destroyed, man’s mind has yet to fully enter the conventional tent.
His
Yellow
Circuit can conceive of things completely
beyond the grasp of the rest of his nervous-system: it can propose improvements
to the arts; produce productive business plans; promote exotic technologies,
even theorize about improving man himself, and while a man’s consciousness
may say (as per the hoary nugget):
“I
stand on the shoulders of giants who have gone before me” –
the
past giants (Red & Blue
Circuits) were in fact
pigmies compared to the malleable abilities latent in the Yellow
Circuit and accessible to the few.
Even if neither Life
nor the best of man’s mind can actually create new matter,
what
is possible is an endless expansion of the facility in man’s brain (directly
tied to Life’s)
that
can create new space which in his case he finds is soon filled naturally
by new meaningful, mental matter.
It
could even be seen as a major league version of fictionalized cornfield
ball, (to wit): “If you make the space – they will come fill
it,” the initial trick being to clear out all the dead weight currently
occupying your consciousness (which is secretly being used as a
local outlet of the Great Conspiracy)
and allow it to endlessly fill with the conspiracy which conspires all
other conspiracies into oblivion;
let
it be filled with the answers that so embarrass questions that they too
disappear; permit it filled with an unspeakable certainty wherein was previously
in you unalleviable confusion and apprehension.
What
more could you want? – what could possibly be withheld from
you,
once
you are an active member of the board of The
Great Conspiracy
(if there actually was one).
But
what if we reconsider psychology, religion, mythology and the like as Life's
struggle to better understand itself through the study of man and his consciousness
but
this time round allow that a few humans have reached a level of individual,
intangible development that surpasses Life's
overall
one such as a person who is no longer held by the constantly intertwining
of the D Force
in the affairs of all living things; a man who internally is no longer
at war with his mental self over what is true and false, right and wrong,
me and it; someone with such comprehension could truly be said in some
respects to be more awake than Life
itself (to which a more enlightened
Life would be forced to agree).
This
proffers no mere flattery to some dreamed-of, extraordinary mortal, but
rather offers a cold hard, observable-based hint regarding the interworkings
of apparently closed systems such as this Universe,
Life, and the consciousness of man,
wherein resides the secret answer to everything the certain few humans
have always so desperately wanted to know.
J
“But
how can the rung on a ladder ever be higher up than the ladder itself?”
By it existing in the land of human consciousness.
JAN'S
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