Today
Its Flow;
Tomorrow
Its Ebb
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A
chap once said he felt sorry for ants and other physically small creatures
since their view of life was confined so close to the ground as to miss
much of the visual splendors of this world, but he is misguided: the
sight of all creatures (be it by eyes,
or
other means) is directly related to their size and needs; they are constructed
and programmed to see that which is necessary for their continued
contribution to Life’s unceasing
struggle to survive and grow.
There
is something the certain-man can take from this fact: he can struggle to
make
his
self larger so that he would then see things appropriate to a bigger being
(which
after all, is the aim of all this).
Ordinary
minds see a difference between entertainment and information;
not
so the man trying to solve-the-case.
Except
for those things that happened suddenly: everything else happens so gradually
that one day you’re suddenly and abruptly aware of it.
Just
as no one is bothered by death, only by thinking about it (note
that after a four thousand year history of verbal man dying, not one person
who has died has ever had a bad word
to say about
it) so too is no one bothered by being asleep & living
in a dream,
only
by thinking about it
-- when they remember it
-- after having once heard about
the idea --
and taking it seriously.
The
simple-sounding, after-the-fact
fact is that none of man's uniquely human problems bother him
-- unless he thinks about them.
"But death is a real occurrence
-- not simply a thought!"
And
that changes what was said, how?
It’s good to have little garbage.
Every
conscious act makes room for itself.
(Believe
it: there are quite enough vacuums to go around for everybody.)
Where
knowledge is needed, force is of no value, but when force is called for,
don’t
try to chop wood with a philosopher's glare.
The
best response to trying times is always silence.
The
more improbable the notion the more exotic will be the language in which
it
is presented.
(Doesn’t Shangri La
sound more alluring than Brooklyn.)
What
might life be if there were no such words as but, and although.
Time may cure all ills – but you can’t outlive the clock.
A whole lot of little can make a lot,
There
is a hormonal basis for so-called love which neurons can never predict,
explain, or comprehend; so in its honor they compose poetry and country
songs
(and
sometimes change the terminology and make it sound like adoration of a
god).
That which begins in anger will never finish in Tahiti.
Men
created archeology for the same reason they enjoy their memory:
it’s
easy manipulation.
When
you’re explaining what you’re doing, you’re no longer doing it.
Ordinary
knowledge is like specific maps of very limited locations
(like
of a one block neighborhood in a particular city), while the info needed
by the special-investigator trying to crack-the-case is like an unrestricted
survey of all paths and places where human neurons congregate.
As
understood and practiced by ordinary minds: creative and critical thought
are
not the same thing.
How
Mind Works.
When
a famous television news anchor announced that after thirty years on the
air, he was leaving, much public regret was proclaimed, but one letter
to the star stood out:
“I
have been watching you deliver the nightly world news since I was a child,
and your intelligent demeanor and comforting, professional manner have
been a notable, stabilizing influence in my life not to mention a source
of much important information;
I
cannot accept the fact that you are going; I begin to tremble when I think
of turning on the tv and not seeing your familiar face and hearing your
authoritative voice;
your
departure has resulted literally in a most significant loss to my life.
(P.S.
I really like your replacement – he’s neat.)
Sincerely
Yours,” etc.
Jejune
organizations who have been told by their predecessors that they possess
“secrets,”
then in turn present to the contemporary public, that impression
–
even
though they themselves do not know what the secrets specifically are.
(This
is why ritual is so preeminent with such groups.
[If
the operetta sucks, spend the evening playing the Overture]).
As
opposed to routine citizens and their celebratory schedules,
one
man feels the stress-of-holidays, every
day, since he
(being
one dedicated to cracking-the-case) wakes up to find every day a
holiday.
No
matter how healthy or awake he felt, one man finally realized he was not
without some justification in saying to his hormones: “You still could
have done more.”
When
this idea first hit him, he thought it unwarranted –
When
one rebel would be feeling unusually alive and awake (and was alone
–
a
situation that seemed to commonly coincide with the first) his face would
often
break
into a maniacal grin like a child's might --
the full meaning of the display,
not
grasped even by his own best neurons
(but, gawd! did it always feel right!)
Reporting
this story made another chap wonder what is (if any) the connection
between
the moments when you come out of your normal dreamy state of consciousness
and suddenly see and understand something that is going on in an explanatory
way never before realized, and being physically alone?
Is
there, he mused, something about being in the company of other people that
makes peeling your consciousness away from the natural mechanical thinking
that passes through you, more difficult?
There
is a vertical future and a horizontal one: the former representing Life's
growth, mentally & personally, and the latter, man’s expansion of civilization
& technology,
and
you can do some forecasting in the horizontal realm by:
picturing
the present conditions; then speeding them up and expanding them
in
all possible directions simultaneously.
(Note however:
this does require the abnormal ability to objectively picture present
conditions.)
Life will try anything once.
Insight
At The Edge Of The Wilderness.
Violence
is not violence until human tongues speak the word.
Of
the 3 Forces
that support Life,
the D (informally
labeled: Destructive)
is
as important as the others (C:
Constructive & E: Errelevant) and
not understanding
this
collective, hormonal reality in your own personal neurons will leave you
eternally
shuffling around in the interior dark with the rest of the restless herd.
Perhaps:
At The Outskirts Of Civilized Consciousness.
To
an ordinary man it is trying enough to be faced with a problem for which
there seems to be only two possible reactions, but to suddenly be in a
room with twelve
or
forty two doors is overwhelming:
perhaps
in such circumstances the best course would be to leap out a window.
Perhaps.
(And in a story
clearly unrelated to the previous two: One man’s favorite private saying
to his self is: “Enough is enough and anything is better than a knife to
the spleen.”)
There is no advancement without transgression.
Another
chap offers this: “Never trust a guy who is always polite to you
no
matter how stupid may be the ideas you express – he may know
something! --
definitely
more than you.
I’m telling’ ya.”
Part
of ordinary consciousness’ myopia lies in its difficulty to perceive natural
outlines: ones not drawn by human words.
Once
you see what’s really going on, you can’t tell others the name of it
–
all
you can do is point.
After
a period of time men will begin to sense a ritualistic quality to any human
activity whether one was originally intended or not;
(might
video games, web surfing and masturbation become liturgies of new religions
or
social orders?)
As
you properly pursue the investigation of this highly complex case
you
must never lose the ability to act and appear ordinary.
Though you cannot be all things at all times to all people, you can always
be a man:
a fully functioning man
-- and a public symbol
of Life's C Force.
History was conceived of by men who couldn’t keep up.
You
can think about two totally different worlds:
think
about what you have experienced, or think about the thoughts you have;
to
ordinary minds they seem the same, so they never look directly at the second;
they
claim to stage serious psychological studies of the former so as to explain
the latter (an endeavor which, as performed by them, might, in some
five dimensional reality somewhere qualify at least as: begging-the-question,
turned inside out and multiplied by the square root of two)
but in our locale only the few people involved in trying to solve the big
case think directly about the thoughts they have, and it is in this pursuit
alonethat the few will find what they are seeking, regardless of by what
name they may presently designate it.
Men
have a multitude of spiritual, cultural, philosophical and moral questions,
but
believe it: There is one answer to them all – one.
(At
least for the few of the few: those with the inner ears & sight
of the long distance runner).
Long
has the idea of sacrifice been common to the religions & philosophies
of man:
the
sacrifice of animals, possessions, the lives of followers and prophets;
the
reality behind such mechanical behaviors for the few lies in the sacrificing
of their own natural, comfortable position in the grid of mortal life for
one of an untethered,
free-lance
investigator of all things human.
And
regarding that other frequent feature of collective man's conception of
sacrifice
whereby
specially selected individuals willfully give themselves over to death
so as to pay-a-price for the rest of humanity,
J
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