A
Glossary Of Terms & Definitions Created & Employed By One Man
(J.C.)
To
Describe Certain Inner Features Of That Certain Extraordinary Hunger,
Along
With Commentaries Corollary Thereto.
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(Part 4: This series began August 31, and in that it is ongoing, additions to all entries are possible in future installments.)
A
- Z
(Non
sequentially)
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Dance
Card:
(1) Though Life
ultimately holds everyone’s Dance
Card,
the
nervous system rebel (to an unnatural extent) harbors one of his own;
specifically
as regards his non somatic inner activities, he decides what is to his
own pleasure and profit while ordinary men (as dictated by their nature)
are subject to the nigh uncontrollable inclination to dance whenever asked
(this being part of the engine driving their collective, intangible city).
(2)
Being in the arms of your own nature and temperament means you always
dance
backwards: everyone of ordinary consciousness plays the female role
and
dances thus (which also makes efficient the blaming of others for all missteps):
“Well
he/she/it/them was supposed to be leading; I was simply following.”
Ergo
do people comfortably feel that things (The
Dance) can only change
if
and when the other partner changes.
Et
voila! – man’s city life
never changes.
(3)
The attraction of religions, philosophies, political & social models
is that they afford
their
supporters the sensation that there is a humanly accessible, objectively
profitable master-card with
which you can override your own natural proclivities by putting in their
stead the ideas promoted by the system adopted;
(from
the rebel’s view, another unwitting case of: “I’ll be dumb on someone’s
dime.”)
In
essence what followers of any system attempt is to replace submission to
their own temperament with submission to the ideas of an institution or
the temperament of another individual (a guru, a rabbi, a rabble rouser,
sundry heroes of all stripes).
(4)
The certain man’s Dance Card
could be condensed into one dictum:
“I
will not intangibly do what is natural to me.”
(5)
He who defines, controls, and the first action of those who execute a coup
is to take control of the broadcast facilities and play only music suitable
for the collective dance they now want from the populace:
in
city life: someone else always sets the stage;
in
the certain man’s secret life, he will not even get on
their stage.
To
ever get near The Aim
a person must dance only according to their own Card
–
to
the point of making up their own life as they go, otherwise there is no
control --
and
no control – no awakening – no anything
ever
occurring differently internally
--
where
to a few, is the only place that matters.
Anything
You Don’t Like You Won’t Believe: Updated Variation.
(1)
Any one you don’t like – you won’t believe, and the significance
of this is that ordinary people under the auspices of their natural consciousness
can never
teach
themselves anything due to the fact that they don’t mentally like themselves;
the
big pay off in the standard casino is: No one can believe their self
– which is the only source for the information necessary to ever
understand what is really going on.
(2)
People do not seek new information about their own inner world nor man’s
intangible collective one – they desire to discover new
pleasing people dispensing information their consciousness automatically
finds agreeable,
and
if they do not like the source – so much for the new info.
(3)
The investigator on the right track must make and keep a clear distinction
in his consciousness between what his hormones (Red
& Blue Circuits)
like & dislike
and
the expressions of such by his neurons (Yellow
Circuit);
ordinary
men have no inkling of what lies beneath or behind their consciousness,
and
they thus collectively concoct fables to fill in the void (this includes
all
descriptions
of man’s consciousness from Taoist
to Christian,
to Marxist,
to
Existentialist,
to Freudian,
et al) and from the endless array do all routine people find one (or a
combination) that satisfies them --
the certain few never do,
and
ergo find themselves drawn to The
Aim.
Only
an exceptional consciousness can ever satisfactorily describe consciousness
–
and
then, only to itself, on an ad hoc basis, and only by original thought
delivering
an
entirely new view of the matter.
(4)
Who are now in retrospect called, Philosophers
were the first men to strive for
original
thinking: they sought explanations for human consciousness that had
nothing
to do with the accepted ones involving gods and demons & social pressures;
they were the first lovers of
consciousness – those smitten
by its ability to think of possibilities that had never been thought before;
they
sensed the singular road open to man which indeed marked him for
the
unique being he is, is not just the capacity to think – but to forever
think anew.
(They
soon learned that their excitement was not commonly shared.)
Today’s
special few carry on the tradition of thinking about things in a way that
their
natural thinking wouldn't agree with: that is how they gradually come to
like
their self --
and reach agreement with their self --
in
a manner not experienced by everyone else.
Biality:
(1) This is the functional range of ordinary consciousness:
it
defines and confines normal men’s perception of how things are; it allows
at best, thought to see only two sides to any issue, two aspects in fact,
of Life
itself.
This
limited condition does not spell failure in man, but in his mental view
of things,
provides
a balance which makes possible his practical actions in an otherwise confusing
and often out-of-kilter, contradictory world.
(2)
Because men conceive of only two (instead of the ever present three, and
ultimately the undifferentiated whole) each person’s vision of things (particularly
in man’s spiritual, cultural, untouchable realm) is always incomplete:
every
man’s conception of what is real is but partial --
and thus always in
partial
conflict with other men’s;
this
friction supplies needed fuel to the engine driving man’s incorporeal world
but furnishes nothing useful to the consciousness of the man out to solve
The
Puzzle.
(3)
The special investigator is helped kept alert by his resistance to the
continual appearance in his own thinking of the Binality;
his
jarring reaction to his mundane mind’s incessant presenting of two doors,
one
of which it assures leads toward the solution; this serves to remind
the
secret
sherlock of what a dunce man’s natural thinking can be.
He
shoves his thoughts first into Triality
(to instigate the process of original thinking) and once underway, storms
his way into the heretofore alien land of:
Ideas-never-thought-before
(which blow all other ideas out of the universe).
Blue
Circuit: Its Mid Position Standing; Its Sphere Of Influence.
(1)
The
Blue Circuit
(symbolic of men’s emotional activity) sits between
The
Red (representing the body) and the
Yellow
(the intellect) and is the closest the Red
Circuit can get to thinking-of-action;
it
lacks the Yellow’s
words, but affords the physique a non verbal way of
displaying
its attitude toward circumstances;
it
connects the upper and lower circuitry in man in a manner that makes civilized,
collective living possible.
(2)
The
Blue Circuit is responsible for all
religious, mythological, romantic,
and
poetic literature; it publicly acts as an ever shifting segue between
the
Red
& Yellow circuits; it is also the
source of all emotions unprofitable to
the
man trying-to-get-to-the-bottom-of-things (hostility, sarcasm, ridicule,
criticism
of all varieties);
(3)
The Blue Circuit
is both the most frequented neighborhood of those who
live
in the city, and also the place from which they feel they must flee (though
no one knows how – ergo the resorting to the external descriptions
of religions, psychological, political, and philosophical models);
only
a man who understands what is going on can escape this inner ghetto,
(all
rebels find it best to avoid the place to begin with).
(4)
Via the Blue Circuit
is how ordinary people most faithfully announce themselves
to
the world; the way they best present to others, what they
feel themselves to be.
(5)
It is an area in the nervous system wherein is the closest partnership
between
the
old and the new generations.
(6)
And it is (bewilderingly enough) where everything most wants to remain
as it is.
Thus
it is here where the inner revolutionist most loudly shouts in private:
“Fuck
how I feel!” with the full awareness that his unnatural consciousness,
and
how the rest of his nervous system feels
cannot be allowed unfettered accesses
to
one another without it severely interfering with his ongoing investigation
of everything
in his circuitry.
Business:
The rebel's attitude towards his self is:
“It’s all business.”
When
you turn your passion into a business – you lose the passion
(a
music lover opens a record store and CD’s cease to be treasures and become
mere
merchandise); what was previous a source of Blue
Circuit excitement
becomes
a purveyor of goods.
The
rebel’s use of: “It’s all business,”
is in his discovering how to treat his mentally conceived-of self as merchandise
and the thoughts natural to him as fungible goods;
this
is the certain man’s hot-handed, cold-blooded management of his personal
affairs: “Honey – it’s just all business.”
Broke:
Everyone in the city feels broke if not bankrupt, and for one reason:
they
have no one – no one on whom they can depend –
no one IN them;
the
man-who-understands-what's-going-on --
does, and thus can afford anything:
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