You
know you’re in the city and all is well when, in a round table discussion
of
a
certain movie for instance, much of the time is taken up by the participants’
criticism of previous reviewers' comments about the film.
To
survive: an imaginary snake must continually put-on-weight.
A
chap who writes books on matters so-called, metaphysical,
states
that lack of large sales and widespread popularity is always proof that
a
particular author’s ideas are too advanced and illuminating for his times,
and
someone said: “I take it yours aren’t selling well.”
The
incomparable feature of the city is that there:
anything
that happens can be explained to your advantage:
a
feat doable only by life, words and human thought.
Every
time he would try to say mass
marketers, one guy’s mouth would
say:
mass
murderers, in response to which
his mind would warn:
“Watch
it Buster! -- I
know who you’re really referring to!”
Of
great reward in life is correcting the misbraying of asses.
Attempting
to decipher his degree of success thus far, offered one man:
“My
problem is that I have a fifty dollar explanation for man’s two dollar
questions.”
Stories
are not history, and all history is stories.
Conversation.
“No
one has any use for you if you’re not healthy.”
“Physically, you mean?”
“Huh?”
To
think what the herd thinks makes you worse than a cow.
(Only
an outlier can comprehend this.)
Conversation
II
“No
one has any use for you if you’re not healthy.”
“In the city, you mean?”
“What?”
To
believe what the herd believes is an utter disgrace.
One
man’s mind has no respect for anything less than a tsunami:
a
full blown synapse-refreshing tsunami.
The
good escapee constantly appears to be doing the generally expected.
“Are we talking about a man and other people,
or a certain part of a man’s mind and the rest of it?"
One
guy decided that his mind had two conditions, either: swamped
-- OR: a swamp.
As
the sounds of unrest grew outside the palace,
the
long time dictator said to his personal guards:
“If
the time ever comes, I trust you guys will make some
effort to save my sorry ass,” then suddenly everything was calm and
quiet and it became clear that
this
was all taking place inside a brain’s limbic system.
The
good escapee constantly seems to be talking about generally expected stuff
--
but
--
Great Googie Moogie!
--
if the truth were known!
The
mayor of one city in his monthly pep talk concluded:
“And
remember: If we do not learn from the past,
we
will be able to continually repeat it and enjoy it over and over again
indefinitely.”
Confab.
“All
writers learn early on: If you run out of anything to say --
get strident!”
“Couldn’t talkers use that also?”
“Fine
by me.”
Here
verbatim is what the instructor had to say at the beginning of his course:
“Thinking
the same thing more than once is not so bad,
if
you thought it the first time under
duress.
Everything
men think is under duress.”
In
city colleges the students and teachers appropriate to one another never
fail to
find
one another: that’s what man’s collective consciousness is all about.
(And
to combat this is what drives some rebels to wear masks and name themselves
after inflammable minerals).
Conversation
among city intellectuals is a show-off trapeze act;
among
the certain man’s own brain cells: the burning of
the trapeze.
A
man who tried to give out every possible appearance of being an awakened
master mentioned that all spiritually superior men are commonly the victim
of verbal assault, and abuse and someone speculated: “I take it you’re
being picked on.”
One
spring day, over near the courthouse, a man announced:
“I’ve
decided to --
come clean! --
‘fess up! --
make a clean breast of it!
--
bring it all out into the open and generally let it all hang out!”
and
the city broke in to say: “Not on my new carpet you won’t!”
(carpet
symbolizing man’s latest version of his special verbal-only reality).
One
guy has a line he eventually says to everyone:
“I
hope this doesn’t come as a shock to you...” (and sometimes without the
ellipsis):
“I
hope this doesn’t come as a shock to you,” the version used apparently
being determined by some unstated clue given off by his intended audience.
(And the tenor broke out
opened up
let go: “Duress
--
you is my woman-n-n…”)
The
first man said that everything goes wrong; that life isn’t worth living,
and
that he wished he was dead, and the second man replied that while such
feelings are normal, a man must find a source of strength outside himself
so
as to keep them from running and ruining his life.
(They
plan to take this act on the road
-- as soon as the weather improves.)
Apparently trying to act for a moment like he fit in (for a joke or something?!?)
a rebel said in his head: “If the struggle to wake up was any
more fun than it is --
I probably wouldn’t be worthy of it,” (and upon hearing this,
his city seemed to give just the slightest smile --
but it too could have just been pretending.)
To be a solid member of life’s army, you need feel you deserve to be cashiered.
“Oh dear! --
it’s probably only a matter of time before I’m found-out!
--
(with death I assume, being the consequence)."
"Oh lordy, Doctor Charlotte
--
I don’t know nuthin’ ‘bout birthin’ no me.”
Having nothing to defend: the man-who-knows has no need to hide.
“You mean no need to try
to hide?!”
Si --
as in: Act real stupid.
“Pa pa: could that be another definition of: Being
Enlightened (to wit):
Being completely out from under the covers?”
“Good one lad, like: The
nudist amongst ordinarily clothed consciousness.”
J
P.S.
There is no such thing as confessional-writing
that is enlightening.
J
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