(The story of the Narrative began on April 18, 2004.)
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About The Narrative.
You
have two things to go on in life: How you feel at the moment,
and
the Narrative
that goes on continually in your head.
The
Narrative
is always about things that have happened to you,
and
the people involved, but it is never about itself:
the
seemingly personal interpretation of these events;
to
get free of this captivity and awaken from the daze it causes,
replace
the automatic narrative coming from life, through your nervous system,
into
the consciousness of your brain with your own real time story.
The
Narrative
comes from life; your competing story must be from you,
and
all it must be is different from the narrative native to your head.
Religions
& philosophies appear to provide such stories, but their ideas become
just
another impersonal narrative to those who adopt them;
for
the ploy noted to work, the story you tell must be original
-- it must be from you; this
in fact is how the certain man produces his needed, non standard you.
The
Metaphorical Burlesque Of City Life.
One
man says that in the world of Gallagher
& Shean he feels himself to be
the &.
The
only place for the nervous-system-rebel in the everyday scheme of things
is
in a spot he pretends
to fill.
“But isn’t that the situation of every man?”
Ja,
but the rebel is aware
of what he’s doing.
The
overall events of life no man can control,
but
an awakened one can do so the narrative that life broadcasts to his consciousness
which purports to explain the events of life to him by willfully telling
his
own competing story.
All
of the so called methods to achieve enlightenment are based on trying to
get the participant's brain to interfere with the
Narrative, but none work so well (if
at all)
as
what a man comes up with on his own for his mind to do that replaces
(by
simply exiting) the ongoing, impersonal and uninformative narrative
which
life furnished to all men.
Although
doing this is as weighty as trying to push the planet out of orbit,
from
another view it is a strangely simplistic situation where (by analogy)
it
is like having cancer which you can cure by merely thinking of another,
lesser
condition (having dandruff, for instance).
The
reason that the few always interested in the idea of awakening-from-a-dream;
coming-out-of-darkness-into-the-light; being-freed-from-captivity find
the task
so
formidable, is to keep them from actually trying to do it long enough for
it to occur.
(“No,
no my boy! --
I don’t doubt that you are quite fascinated with the idea
of
leaving
Liverpool
and going to La La Land,
hell! --
who wouldn’t like to?! --
but
you see how few make any pointed effort to do so -- you
know why? --
hell
man! --
it’s obvious why; your everyday person is not a fool;
they
won’t waste their time attempting the impossible.
Now
you settle down and go back to reading your occult tomes,
and
conferring with your gurus
---
I have to go away for a while.”)
A
father played a game with a son:
“Who
has you coming and going?”
“Pediatricians and morticians.”
“And?”
“Plans and resignation.”
“And?”
“Water and sewage treatment plants.”
“And?”
“Hormones and neurons.”
“Atta
boy!”
Only
a sleeper will squeal when pinched,
(and
of course a lion --
who’ll
also probably eat you for your effort.)
Men
commonly either do well with their hands or with their thoughts;
the
real-deal-man does his best work handling his thoughts.
Everything
that is useful to a man he concludes to be true.
Everyone
can joke about death
-- until they learn they
are dying;
not
dissimilar is how the few speak seriously about being-asleep
as
long as they never realize what it really is.
Thoughts
appearing in your brain is not unlike a major organ having
swallowed
something, that while specially related, nonetheless contains
distinctly
foreign elements.
The
Big Game.
Life
through man is played on two fields: everyone must compete on one of them;
only
a few even suspect the existence of the second.
Life
In The City.
It's
not the initial expenses
-- but the upkeep that kills
you.
Anything
that has (as ordinary men call it): a redeeming-social-message
has
nothing to tell an awake man.
Those
who boast of their age
-- feel at least partially
a failure.
A
father offered a son some advice for getting along in the everyday world:
“When
in Rome,
be as dumb as the Romans.”
“But you mean, consciously?!”
“What?
--
I’m speaking with a lisp!?”
In
Awake
Land (if there
was such a place): pigs can roost in trees --
know how? --
‘cause
no one there cares whether they do or not --
that’s
why it’s called: Awake Land (if
there was such a place.)
(And those already leaning toward liquidation began to sing:
“Slay bells ring --
are you listing…”)
Feelings
of Helplessness, Or: The Apparent Hand of Fate & The Narrative.
If
you allow your consciousness to consist of nothing but the Narrative,
and
passively trail in its flow,
you
will feel helpless regarding the life the Narrative
says you are living.
There
is nothing more serious to a man who knows he is asleep than waking-up;
there
is nothing more dangerous to a man who wants to wake-up than
misplaced
seriousness.
By
its nature the mind prefers to believe or disbelieve, accept or reject
something
that someone else has already thought rather than think about it itself.
One
man’s complaint with organizations teaching awakening:
“The
gild came off on my hands.”
Around
this time of year, in tribute to his congenital mind,
one
chap celebrates what he calls: Sinkhole
de Mayo.
Just
to start the day with a chuckle: every morning one man looks at himself
in the mirror and says: “You’re a big boy now!”
Everybody
misses someone --
except the person with full I
sight.
Habit
cures everything --
save one.
How
Mind Can Work (Also: Water & Sewage Treatment Plants).
A
man who delivered public commentaries on the
Waking-up, Enlightenment thing
one
day mentioned something to his son that took him by complete surprise:
“Most
of the people who listen to my comments regularly,
believe
that I am talking about something other than I am (as per their personal
fixation they assume I am talking about politics, religion, social struggles
and the like.”)
As
weird as thinking in the brain is, even stranger is the fact that the thinking
can be about things other than the brain! --
as
if the heart could also produce urine,
or
the liver pump blood.
Some
of the things the brain does in its conscious area are so astounding that
even it, the smartest of all organs, doesn’t normally recognize them.
(The
relentless commotion of the Narrative
serves to cover up a mess a’stuff.)
Finally
falling in line and getting involved in self-improvement,
one
man has taken up Comedy
Yoga (which
he refuses to discuss).*
J
*It's
rumored he's also working to develop a prune juice for the mind.
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