Living
In The City Is Like:
(remembering
that the “city” in these daily writings refers to
that
area of operation in the nervous system’s brain that men call mind, wherein
thoughts appear):
Living
in the city is having only comparative thoughts;
ideas
that can exist only via the mind’s contrasting them with other ideas.
Living
in the city is never feeling totally confident of your ideas.
On
inauguration day, the king announced:
"Dear
Adoring Subjects: Have no fear -- I have just begun to perish.”
Living
in the city is having questions for which you never find satisfying answers.
Living
in the city is being surrounded by creatures who have the same
doubtful
feelings as you toward their ideas, but yet to whom you feel superior.
The
cultural difference between one man’s brain state & his lower territories
finally became so strained that the entire mapping of his world is having
to be redrawn.
Living
in the city is being inexplicably excited in your head one day,
and
bored to distraction the next.
To
his personal arsenal of mental weapons,
one
man has added the end to using proper nouns.
Living
in the city is always having some disturbing matter to think about,
but
with no real idea of how it got there
(that’s
why men invented the word, “circumstances” to give themselves a dump-all).
No
matter their stated intention: all city institutions are for the collective,
public
purpose of: dancing-around-the
real-subject :
giving
men something to look at rather than themselves.
Living
in the city is having a sensation suddenly pop up throughout your life
of an unidentifiable humming sound coming from somewhere unknown off in
the distance.
The
new king of one land made the surprising move of matching where he pointed
with
where he told the people he was pointing.
Living
in the city is being on a train that never stops,
filled
with passengers who think it should.
All
mental dances in the city are by nature, incestuous:
only
hoe downs in rebel territory are otherwise.
Living
in the city is living your life in the house where you were born.
In
urban climes: a talent with no name is no talent:
such
is the city’s sense of humor and self defense.
Living
in the city is talking to others in one manner,
and
to yourself about
them in another.
After
finally concluding that: “Language
is a two way street,”
one
man revealed that his goal in life now is to have a drag racing tongue,
and
speed trap lips.
Living
in the city is never being able to fully enjoy and trust smooth seas.
Poets
who spend their words comparing things of the city,
such
as religion and other attempted models to explain the nature of man,
spit
forever in the wind in the instinctive belief that the wind will finally
give way.
Living
in the city is spending a lifetime with the subtle feeling that you should
be
on
your way some where.
When
a speaker in city park (deep into his ramble) said to the gathered crowd:
“Calamities bring out the best in
people,”
a
chap who had been listening to his rant from the outset mused:
“Well,
one thing’s for sure: calamities bring out
people.”
Living
in the city is being giddily happy in your head Sunday,
and
frightened by an unknown specter Monday.
The
surer you are in your head of what you say, the fewer adjectives you require
(oh
yeah: and no
adverbs).
Living
in the city is to constantly feel in your head, a slight pressure,
which
nothing erases permanently, (no offense to drugs, prayer and gossip).
A
king (even a god) with a bad-attitude
will never want for followers.
Living
in the city is being able only to achieve satisfaction in the body.
Poets
who spend their effort comparing the sexes, are children who are
still
bewildered that acts find voice through facts -- hormones
through neurons.
“But
is man truly destined to live his mental life in such a place --
in
such circumstances?” someone
asks --
a
meaningful (not to mention, singularly exciting) question only for a very
few people on this planet at any given instant.
What
“man,”
in the normal, collective sense of the word
is
“destined”
to do in any particular area (including thinking)
is
whatever he is presently -- by instinct -- doing;
what
the noted few might do is another matter.
They
have an anomalously wired spot in the wiring of their instinct whereby
the
nature of their nervous system is to not
live
the life of their mind in such a place,
in
such circumstances;
they
cannot help what they are nor the interest they have any more than can
the
rest of humanity help their condition
(thankfully
though, the few are generally weaker than everyone else,
and
can thus more readily fail to sufficiently act on their interest,
and
live as per what they genetically are,
[but:
back to the main, less convoluted road]).
But
this immediately raises the question:
"How
can this one unconventional spot in a man’s otherwise normal nervous system
engage in something totally abnormal to the rest of it?"
How
can one rebel overthrow a kingdom of billions? -- a few rules
for doing so:
pay
no attention to outside instructions on how to,
trust
neither those that appear in your own mind until
you
unthinkingly, unconditionally do;
follow
no thoughts that are criticism of man or any of his collective ideas,
and
never listen to your own if anger is in their voice;
don’t
waste any energy worrying about physical “habits” that give you pleasure,
and
don’t go along with your tongue saying that something detrimental is otherwise
(and for the few, this situation is entirely different from everyone else),
and
today’s, above-all:
don’t be a fool and act as though your normal words and thoughts know what
they’re talking about when it comes to the life and nature of man:
speak
confidently about potassium, if you are a trained chemist,
but
to speak so about anything in man’s spiritual, cultural, philosophical,
(which
is to say) city world -- is lunacy for the few: distracting,
blinding lunacy.
The
city mind with which everyone is born, by its very physical lay out and
nature
can
never know what it is talking about when it comes to strictly city matters,
(religion
rather than botany; the entire spectrum of the intangible):
this
(for the few) is a quite simple, unconditional rule:
thoughts
that come from the “city area”
of the brain’s consciousness do not,
cannot
and will not ever know what they are talking about whenever they talk about
any matter that the human hand cannot touch:
this
(for their interest and core purpose in life) is an inviolate scientific
law --
to
the rest of routine humanity the whole idea is non sense, if not insanity!
(here
would be their normal collective reaction to the notion):
“No
one’s thoughts know what they are talking about whenever they are
talking
about any of the especially significant areas of the human experience:
the
spiritual, artistic, literary, historical, political, and philosophical;
You
can never budge even the slightest from where your consciousness was born,
and
now lives in your nervous system by relying at all on its ideas
of
how you might move therefrom,
(be
they from you or from the city
of other men’s minds);
you
can only depend on that one, unconventionally wired spot in the conscious
area
of
your nervous system to ever give information useful to the special interest
of
the few, which (among other ways) could today be described as:
The
desire to understand the conscious area of the nervous system.
(Is
anyone beginning to get at least brief glimpses of what is actually going
on.)
J
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