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KEY
TO SYMBOLISM:
the
city: man's ordinary mind.
the
plains (open plains): area of the brain outside the city.
the
mayor, the warlord: the principal spokesman
& manifestation of a man's ordinary mind.
the
king: the non ordinary part of man's
mind -- the
people: the rest.
the
collective, the herd: ordinary humanity
mentally (non pejorative)
the
rebel, the certain man: a person struggling
for freedom from the collective city mind (aka: mystic).
the
father & son: man's on going, internal
conversation: the brain's cortex both speaking and hearing itself speak,
with the father representing a mind's rebel.
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One
man found himself a prisoner –
he
did not know where,
he
did not know why,
he
did not know how,
and
he did not know of whom -- still he thought: “It’s a
start.”
The
acting warden said to the assembled:
“Let
us be blunt about where we stand in this:
if
you are not consistently conscious of
consciousness,
you
are not truly conscious.”
The
mayor of the city said to a mystic:
“I
cannot for the life of me understand why you guys do what you do,
for
regardless of your fancy words, the only things that really mean anything
in life
are
getting rich and being powerful, ‘cause we’re all gonna die the same way
--
I
simply cannot see the reason you live as you do” and the mystic replied:
“Me either.”
Only
local affairs seem serious -- never universal ones
(which however
is evened out by the fact that only local ones can be described).
There
were once two brothers,
one
of whom would consume more than was sufficient,
while
the other did so invisibly.
By
hook or crooked crook the mind will digest and make sense of all it can
take in,
but
to progress beyond city measure your mind must become aware of this shortcoming.
The
local trains running in and around the city are generally safe and reliable,
though
they seem to be going no where in particular;
this
situation however is periodically interrupted by fears & threats of
near wrecks,
which
are followed by a return to unexciting normalcy,
a
process which the riders take as a form of progress.
Collective
Mind’s Health Marker:
“I
was normally well for me -- then I became quite ill,
now
I am back in the condition I was before the illness –
basking
in the great forward stride I have made.”
(the more expansive
heading of this item, for more perceptive readers, could have been:
Collective Mind’s
Health Marker For A Man’s Thinking.)
Mentally
--
to
have
a problem
is
to name
a problem;
and
to
name
a problem
is
to have a problem twice over
(thus does the
certain man refuse all diagnoses that do not include instant death).
Only
ideas in part autobiographical are serious -- no others
(thus
does the certain man..................... oh, you fill in the rest).
The
god of one world announced a contest of the inhabitants:
whoever
could ask him the best question would win as their prize,
the
answer to any question they had other
than the one which won them the prize;
he
called it the : “Get
It?! Challenge".
One
man lives in a one room cabin alone;
in
earlier times he had lived with himself,
but
eventually concluded that he was better off alone.
Everyone
is born into mental confinement,
but
it is up to you -- through your own, faux individual
efforts to strengthen it;
it
is the Great Work
of the collective: shoring up illusions.
The
new acting warden said to the contained populace:
“Being
conscious of consciousness is comparable to the mind being aware of the
body -- but on a level so much higher as to boost you
over the wall.”
In
the city, cows need not be fenced in -- that is the job
of bovinian thought.
And
reflecting on an earlier story, someone asks:
“But
within a closed system,
is
not everything that a man thinks, perforce in part, autobiographical?”
-- but
what
this ignores is that a system can be defined as closed only by one encased
in it,
which
offers little in the way of an objective observation,
and
realizing just this will affect an alert man’s sense of what thinking really
is.
There
was once a band of would-be mystical knights
whose
interest was the search for the wondrous prize;
they
quickly split into two factions:
the
first dedicated their efforts to possessing the grail,
while
the other decided to make themselves a magnet
to
attract it to them.
All
who look without are hands grasping at the chalice of illusion
(which is why
the certain man packs his bag --- then
climbs into it.)
In
the city: the simple enjoy gossip:
the
more sophisticated change its name to, History;
the
more civilized still call the whole thing, Current
Events,
insinuating
that they are current in their thinking,
and
could recognize an actual event if they ever ran into one.
One
day a man stopped and said to himself:
“Which
will drive you crazy first: hormones or neurons?”
and
his neurons said: “We are at the mercy of hormones” --
then
he and his neurons waited for his hormones to respond --
they
waited..................and waited................and waited in vain.
Then
one day, many years later
the
man suddenly grasped the lesson of hormones’ failure to reply.
Those
seeking the
realization are
men who want
certain
extraneous ephemeralities to become permanent fixtures.
Being
conscious of consciousness is like having a time machine --
--
that doesn’t go anywhere.
One
man’s most recent take on the thoughts in his head:
“Someone
else’s unsolicited commentary on my life” –
he
admits that he does not know who this someone else is,
but
knows it’s damn sure not him.
Consider:
why do men never question whether the doings of their lungs,
heart
or liver are as per their personal decision,
but only regarding things mental?
There
are two forms of consciousness possible;
every
man is born with the first form which operates automatically and effortlessly,
and
to which no one gives particular notice;
the
other potential form is never activated in a man unless he is caused to
become consistently aware of the first -- his normal mental
condition.
One
day a man thought:
“It
might not be so bad to learn you had a terminal illness,
because
then you could live a totally dissipated, disinterested life,
and
it wouldn’t matter” -- but suddenly realized that he was doing that
now --
and
that indeed -- it didn’t seem to matter.
City
minds believe that life either does or does not have meaning,
and
only those who understand what "meaning”
means
realize
how it really is.
Were
it not for man’s collective sense of duty and morality,
supported
by his institutional expectations of civilized behavior,
ordinary
men could scarcely stand mentally upright and hold themselves together.
Though
neurons clearly run the city,
hormones
are its infrastructure,
and
being conscious of consciousness
is
like knowing the answer to a question that no one can ask.
In
the great journey to the secret:
everyone
is their
place of departure,
and
there is no such place as the destination they seek,
so
each traveler must continually invent it as he chugs along.
Men
cannot be helped -- only not harmed,
and
the only non farming harm possible is imaginary.
Only
circumstances are serious -- never life itself.
Being
even less conscious than you by nature are
is
an inexpensive hobby available to everyone;
the
attempt to go in the other direction however,
is
so costly as to be nearly impossible;
the
cost, in truth however, is less than the first course noted.
Made
up paths, concocted stumbling blocks, and invented, disposable shoes
--
the
last seeing the certain man through to the end.
There
are two types of mental knights:
those
who think of battle,
and
those who actually do it;
to
become the second, you must first be the first,
but
once you are -- it's damn hard to ever leave.
Being
conscious of consciousness is like having a secret map to the most important
place that exists,
but
one unreachable with a map in your hand.
‘Tis
said that when you are sick,
it
is to your advantage to know just how sick you are;
question:
does this also apply to your state of consciousness?
(the
terminally dull need not bother to reply).
And
one man pondered:
“How
many days does it take to get used to the rain –
and
how many decades to become accustomed to the mold?”
Today’s
Fairy Tale:
Everyone
is born into a fairy tale,
and
you can either live out your life there (as is the norm),
or
you can construct a fairy tale to live out its life in you.
In
the neural city: fiction exists outside of men;
in
rebel camp, it is inside the certain man;
the
conscious pretense of his inner life is his second heart.
(Those who know,
don’t let metaphors run loose without a leash.)
A
man asked a mystic:
“Does
being more conscious make you a happier person?”
and
got replied: “Answering questions sure doesn’t.”
And
another man asked another mystic:
“How
can you be sure that you are talking to a real mystic?”
and
was told: “If you are, then you’re not,
and
if you’re not, you might be”
(and one man
says that stories like these have almost stopped him from talking to himself).
After
some years, deeply involved in a certain obscure activity,
a
man stood alone on the edge of a high cliff,
naked
and mute before the bluntness of it all and mused:
“Once
you have thought:
‘I
am alive and able to say to myself that I am’ –
what
more is there to say.”
One
day a city man walked up to a rebel and said:
“You
don’t fool me: all that stuff about trying to become more conscious is
just an excuse for not living an ordinary life” and the rebel thought:
“What a great line.”
Amidst
all the seeming irregularities in this kind of activity,
at
least there is one simple thing to be said about it:
You
either get it or you don’t.
Only
thoughts
are serious
-- never consciousness
.
J
JAN'SDAILYFRESHREALNEWS