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Genes
will get you born -- but then what?! --
life
gives you life, then says the rest is up to you
(least that is
how it seems from ordinary views).
You
can build up your muscles, build up your wealth;
fine
tune your beauty, scramble for fame --
you
can even memorize a lot of stuff and be known as smart,
or
just be a good citizen and merge with the masses.
Discounting
restrictions due to inherent physical peculiarities,
life
appears not to care what you do with yours;
the
only drive common to all men is to stay alive -- beyond that,
everything
seems up for grabs --
anything
a human can think of to do looks open to pursuit.
Most
men’s lives do not stray far from the urge to survive
(at most, to
efforts that make their lives more comfortable);
a
minority are motivated to stand out from the crowd sufficiently to provide
their, something-to-do
after
they are born, and of these, a minority succeed --
but
if being a parent, or a member of an identifiable community does not do
it for you, you still have to do something,
then
even if you fail (as in the quest for fame),
the
struggle and day dreams germane thereto will themselves adequately fill
up
the
spare time of your life.
What
else could a man ask for:
you’re
hungry -- you eat;
you’re
horny -- you get laid;
you’re
tired -- you take a nap,
then
when you wake up after all of that,
you
can strum on your guitar and dream of being a star,
shoot
some hoops as you pretend an NBA scout is secretly watching,
or
riff on your computer’s keyboard while scenes of you being awarded literary
prizes dance in your head -- all great fun –
non
life-essential activities apparently limited to humans
(though they
being mute, we have no way of knowing how much animals & plants enjoy
their lives),
and
only those content to live their days lost amidst the collective herd,
operationally indistinguishable from the next person will express faux
passionate fault with those who seek public attention as their response
to the question:
The
total physiology of every normal person knows
that no intangible pleasure can match that of eating when hungry, fucking
when aroused, and resting when weary,
but
the thoughts generated by men’s brains play, by nature,
a
game of pretending otherwise:
a
celebrity's mind can find the excited shouts of collective approval he
receives
from
his audience at the moment he first appears on stage, to be -- at
that moment – even better than food or sex, and with no hesitation
throughout history
have
those from kings and generals to philosophers and ballerinas so publicly
said --
so
(in the rare per chance you have not had a similar experience personally)
you have a continuing record of men great and small readily admitting that
other people’s approval of the activity by which they have tried to fill
their life after being physically born
have
in certain instances, given them more apparent pleasure than even the
fulfilling
of essential survival needs.
Make
of it what you will -- but nothing you may conclude thereabout
has
any objective authority or significance -- this is simply how it
is.
The
certain man (at least by his teen year) realizes there
is something embedded in him that seeks to break out and be what he does
with his life,
now
that his genes have gotten him born,
and
easily, as represented by the thoughts appearing in his brain related thereto,
does
this difficult to define interest appear in contexts entwined with fame
and acclaim (if not with outright power and wealth)
and not knotty at all is it for a man and this
originally
unique urge to become inseparably affixed thereto,
which
renders this otherwise quite special way to spend one’s life --
Beyond
the, beyond-your-control
drive to survive,
everything
ordinary men do to fill up the free time in their lives involves other
people;
men
must have an audience, be it of one or a million,
for
their routine intangible activities;
men
do not paint, compose, commune with god, or run the 440 for themselves
--
things
men do which are motivated by mind must have an audience --
--
that is the whole point of doing them,
the
one exception to this is the thing in his brain that prompts the certain
man;
he
always commences his activity in a contrary fashion,
trying
to talk to other people about his vaguely describable interest, even humbly
showing off for the audience he seeks by admitting what an esoteric area
his be,
but
if he does not there get stuck, he eventually accepts the fact
that
his brain’s answer to the after-birth question: “Now
what?”
is
one of a sort too exotic for others to grasp;
there
can be no audience for what the certain man does with his life --
if there is --
he
is not yet doing it right (or not as intensely as he could);
he
must come to grips with the pure fact that no one is interested in what
he is doing,
and
no one will ever appreciate
it -- and that’s that.
Indeed,
once this is fully understood, a hobble is removed from his mental hoof;
realizing
that what he is doing, and what he may now privately know about life
impresses
no one and never will -- is liberating,
(since thinking
otherwise is but a link in a chain fixed to an inner prison wall).
What
the certain man does to fill up his life once his genes have born him is
useless, unexplainable and forever unknown to the rest of the world,
and
the sooner he recognizes and accepts this,
the
sooner will the Nobel Committee take him under consideration.
Being
a man alone is lonely only if you are a man seeking an audience;
discover
how to apply this fact to the activity in your own brain
wherein
one voice of thought is continually attempting to impress your other thoughts
and you will have made a most refreshing find.
Genes
get you born -- then life gives ordinary men what they
need to do after that --
but
the certain man internally ranges so far beyond everything normally available
as
to be alone in his own private, fully provisioned universe
--
his
mind the sole performer -- his mind his only audience.
J
P.S.
Readers do realize that the purpose of the Daily News is to talk about
things that go on in your mind that
even your mind won’t talk about, and to note things about the brain that
it itself tries to ignore.
JAN'S
DAILY
REAL
NEWS
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