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THE
EAR
IN THE EAR
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Looked
at from a different, deeper angle, the dynamics of the thinking-within-thinking
affords a fresh depiction of how the realization
of the certain man differs from
ordinary
mental perception, and of the mechanics of his challenge in achieving same.
Still
picturing the thinking-within-thinking
as being a core within a shell,
the
outer covering composed of the totality of humanity’s ordinary thinking,
and
the inner core, the unidentifiable, silent heart of all man’s ideas,
it
can then be symbolically said that it is the normal, noisy activity of
the outer shell, continually interfering with the inner core’s line of
sight
which
keeps the core -- the sole site for such --
from
the unencumbered realization of what is really going on in life --
ergo:
to
be of normal functioning mentality and consciousness,
you
must have both the inner core and the outer shell of thinking,
but
to experience the full potential of the core’s extraordinary sight,
it
must get loosed from the outer shell’s distracting (though normal)
activity.
The
core, the thinking-within-thinking
is all a human has before they reach the age of functional consciousness
(exemplified generally by understanding
language) –
with
a child’s burgeoning consciousness-come-personality begins the inevitable,
necessary development of the outer thinking (the shell),
for
it is only there that language and the mental manipulation of symbols operates;
an
ordinary person has no need for (thus no interest in) the activity of the
initial core beyond the essential services it silently provides entirely
beyond the pale of consciousness.
To
get along in a world of ordinary minds,
attention
need be given only to the outer shell of thinking:
all
education takes place there --
the
full complement of being sophisticated, literate and hip happens therein;
all
normal displays of men’s presumed, intellectual and artistic, individuality
comes
therefrom -- all in all:
every
single thing that men find significant to their lives,
which
must be spoken of to be experienced, are products of the outer shell of
thinking;
from
a mortal perspective, it is the single source from which all the materials
that construct civilization and culture come.
Obviously
this thinking serves man well (speaking of man-the-collective)
–
for
the certain man however, a different internal scenario.
Up
to a point, he develops like everyone else,
having
the outer shell of thinking appear and grow so that he can converse in
symbols with adults and begin to use same internally to his own advantage,
but
he born with that particular peculiar neural potential
soon
becomes privately disturbed by something
going on in his head;
he
does not know what it is bothering him, and several quick verbal interludes
with
parents, and other adults and ostensible experts
reveal
to him quite forcibly that they do not either (or, as he may look
back on it:
they were simply
neurally incapable of admitting and commenting thereon -- in
any case):
there
he is, less than dual decades old -- reasonably intelligent,
passably
normal, but with an impossible-to-shake, tilt
to his thinking,
not
sufficiently, visibly eccentric to harm his life or have him seen as less
than sane, but certainly strong and persistent enough to make him want
to pursue the matter.
Mind
being what it physiologically is -- the certain (young)
man begins with
the
scrutinizing of the thinking known and available to him:
the
thinking (as recorded) of men deemed by their peers
to be geniuses -- deep-thinkers of all varieties, but in short order
(just a burger & fries, please)
discovers that
behind
all of their often quite enjoyable, even provocative words,
they
know no more what is going on than does he (in fact less,
since they insist
on appearing oblivious to that fact).
If
he does not wander astray (becomes an accountant or
parent or something), the certain man ultimately realizes
(more
accurately put would be to say he eventually -- in some weird way
-- “feels”
[in gigantic
quotation marks]) that he is, in some quite unidentifiable
fashion -- on
his own,
that
no other human understands what is going on in his brain/mind --
and
if he is really
good -- he
(now in a fashion
that makes, “unidentifiable” the universe’s premier understatement)
begins
to edge up on the fact that his own brain does
not.
We
are now -- at least semi-figuratively and demi-literally -- in a
whole other reality within man’s normal one:
an
indescribable realm wherein your brain obviously knows a particular thing
or
else it could not be thinking about its validity -- yet --
simultaneously
and persistently it is unable to see -- to say – to conclude that
it does.
No
other group of words could sound more deranged, nor the situation they
propose, more impossible, yet they point directly and honestly to an actual
occurrence
in
the human brain,
albeit
one that only a few can grasp even momentarily, first-person, in real-time.
The
certain man determined to see what is going on
has
a simple challenge before him -- in him --
to
somehow feel and realize that there is in his thinking --
Without
you break through (or if you prefer: diminish)
the
noise and distraction of the outer shell of thinking --
--
never will you see clearly and accurately.
What
you see by the extraordinary inner sight of the
realization
is
what has been ordinarily keeping you from
seeing:
like
a flashlight with a cover over its lens which, if it could shine its light,
it
could see was blocking its light and could remove it,
and thus free its light to shine.
J
The
difference between metaphor and symbol is the difference between
knowing
what you're talking about and knowing what you're doing.
P.S. There is no originality in the outer shell.
JAN'S FRESH REAL NEWS