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MORNING'S CONVERSATIONS 'TWIX FATHER&
SON
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7 am: the kitchen:
When
the son sat down at the breakfast table
the
father was holding a piece of glass the size of a credit card
on
which he poured several drops of mercury
which
skittered and scooted about in a cohesive blob as is that liquid's nature,
and
the father said:
"What
does this represent?" -- and after a
moment the son replied:
"The mind."
"Be
more specific."
"The mercury represents the mind."
"Correct.
Now what does the glass represent?"
--
and
after a considerable silence the father said:
"I
will tell you: it represents nothing."
The
son pondered this, then said:
"But that cannot be; if the glass upon which the mercury (representing
the mind)
rests, represents nothing,
then the mercury would be left floating -- unsupported
in the air --
which is not possible?!?"
"Still
-- the entire little demonstration perfectly represents the mind,
and
the glass still represents nothing."
8:15 am: the library:
"When
is a case solved?"
"When the detective is satisfied with his investigation."
"How
is this determined?"
"When you're satisfied with what you've done, you're satisfied --
that's it."
"What
is more satisfying than retirement from wearisome work?"
9:40: the basement:
"For
thousands of years has it been said that man lives a shadow-life:
what
do you surmise is intended by that?"
"That people generally live inauthentic lives --
ones not truly suited-to, nor reflective-of their individual nature;
that the life most men lead is like but a shadow of the life he should
be pursuing."
"But
what shadow does not perfectly match that which casts it?"
10:25 am: the sun room:
"How
would an intelligent man gauge the most efficient use of a daily run?"
"He would run out in one direction until he felt he had gone about
half as far as he was going to be able to go --
then he would turn around and begin running back toward home."
"A
man trying to get-to-the-bottom-of-things would keep running and never
turn around."
"No matter what?"
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"Even if there seemed no where else to go?"
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11:30: the patio:
"Certain
men of our family…"
"You and me?"
"…right
-- are historically born with a particular and rather peculiar
itch
for adventure:
a
hunger for inner travel --
from
where our and other men's thoughts are born
to
some place else;
some
place unknown;
a
place which no one knows,
but
to even think about travel, you must know where you are now,
a
feat that sounds simple -- until you get seriously involved.
It
is no easy thing to establish firmly in your mind your present inner residence,
and
any who say otherwise are without meaningful experience in the matter.
Men's
minds cannot commonly think on the affair a'straight;
without
analysis, it is obvious to men that to observe something outside of themselves
they must be outside and apart from the thing -- they cannot BE the
thing, and at the same time LOOK at the thing,
yet
man's mind -- his soul, his spirit -- his sensation of
an inner, non physical self --
does
just that.
Mind
observes a frog at a pond;
no
pondering is required to realize that the frog is something physically
apart-from,
and
different-than the man and his mind watching it;
the
frog jumps from its spot, and the man's mind says its motivation for doing
so
is
either hunger or sex;
the
man reaches down and pushes the frog -- the frog tips over,
and
the man's mind says this was caused by the action of his finger;
the
man can even catch the frog, take it to a lab, dissect it,
and
his mind make a mapping of its vitals;
all
in all, the human mind can grasp the actual -- the physical
reality of things
outside
of itself in a manner for which the term, 'unique-to-the-universe'
is inadequate,
but
what it cannot see, or if you like:
what
it cannot make sense of when confronted with,
is
the reality of this matter when it tries, indeed -- believes it is
observing
and studying itself.
Over
the centuries (or perhaps from the beginning)
those
before us in time in our family line
have
developed (or had developed on them, like moss on a tree)
quite
extraneous notions and descriptions of what our
special
genetic anomaly is about;
our
cousins commonly have pictured it and speak of it in what can only be called,
supernatural-concepts,
and created terminology that is off putting to outsiders --
which would be irrelevant except that their own self skewed views
distract
and misdirect them;
by
giving quite mundane mental realities, exotic names and features,
their
own minds come completely off the track.
By
renaming a frog a, rarf,
their minds are able to fool themselves into believing that they are observing
something when they are not -- for you see: the frog is the
mind,
and
seeing directly for yourself what I have just now told you --
which
should by all accounts-of-reality outside our strict family line,
be not possible --
is
seeing:
mercury-on-a-glass-that-is-not-there;
solving a case with no solution;
living the life you live with no comment thereabout,
and running on past the place where Earth runs out;
seeing
all of that -- which
is all inside of where your mind is at any given moment
-- which is no where you can see at the moment --
that
you cannot internally SEE
the
person you believe you internally BE
whenever
you look for him --
all
you can do is BELIEVE that you're seeing him --
pretend
that you know that which neither you nor any other human knows.
When
you actually blossom
-- out on the far limb tip of
our family tree,
you
are freed from
these hallucinations.
Ah -- high noon, and all is well ------- all is more than well."
J
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