JAN'S
DAILY NEWS
Painting
In The Big Finger While Michelangelo Was Still On His Back
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ONCE EVERYONE
UNDERSTOOD
Familiarity
breeds disinterest,
everyone
knows this about eating the same menu constantly,
and
everyone is aware of its impact on their sex life,
but
concerning their mental -- men are oblivious.
Familiarity
breeds disinterest,
and
the former’s sole father is repetition --
lack of originality.
No
matter how repetitious the fare -- men may complain, but men still
must eat,
and
regardless how habitué the sex -- men may moan, but
men still will take it;
the
numbing lack of interest in familiar ideas however -- men let
slide -- indeed,
appear
to not even notice.
Food
is necessary for a man's survival, as is sex the species’,
but
other than when thoughts are engaged in matters related thereto --
of
what need be they?
What
purpose do the thoughts that fill
your mind
99% of time
serve?
All
goes well with the stomach digesting food the same way all the time,
as
with the lungs breathing, and the heart pumping,
and
with men experiencing fear, anger, and all other emotions, redundantly,
and
all apparently works acceptably with the thinking part of his brain processing
the
same limited number of ideas (jumbled bundles of images & words)
over
and over again (after all): reality itself sustains
itself via habit
(appears man
learned from the pro).
The
familiarity of the ideas passing through an ordinary man’s brain bothers
him not, indeed if an individual says to the contrary, life has provided
his neighbors
with
a psychological diagnosis to speciously explain his condition,
thereby
assigning the anomalous situation to the field of instantaneous forgetfulness
–
The
familiarity of the thoughts endlessly passing through a man’s consciousness,
and
which (for the ordinary) constitute the extent of
their mind,
are
neither here nor there; not true or false; good or evil; accurate or otherwise;
men
have to think about something, and what they are commonly thinking about
serves one purpose -- it gIves
them something to think about -- that’s it.
Life
is arranged for man so that it seems otherwise,
and
to meet the qualifications of being, “sane,”
an
ordinary man, if asked,
will
seriously assert that what he thinks about has significance,
but
the only time a routine man will ever think about: what-he-thinks
is
if
he is asked point blank (rare
to never) –
he
will apparently
do so in that he is always ready to argue,
and
his verbal counters to another’s attack on his expressed thoughts
are
passively taken as tokens of his prior examination and refinement of
his
argued ideas.
Normal,
sane minds can hear nothing to the contrary, but a man
dropped
off at this party, bringing with him a certain harmless, strange-turn-of-brain
becomes
aware (first through himself, then clearly by everyone around him)
that
the human mind gives no “thought” to what it thinks --
a
statement which, from any normal view, is an absolute absurdity --
impossible
by its own description:
how
could the mind give no thought
to what it thinks?! --
-- clearly an insane idea.
Familiarity
breeds indifference to what goes on recreationally in your mind
(the
times of no survival significance, read: 99% + of your mental life) –
mind’s
free time existence is protected by a built-in, circular safe-guard system
whereby
the thoughts continually passing through it are so familiar
that
it gives them no conscious attention,
and
by giving its thoughts no conscious attention,
they
can be redundant, imitative, and meaningless in safety
(like a child’s
gambit: “If you don’t tell on me -- I won’t tell on you”).
If
directly challenged, a perfectly normal man and his mind will vigorously
insist
that
the thoughts they have on whatever subjects are of accidental interest
thereto (politics, sports, religion, other people’s lives)
are to them of great interest and significance -- but from one view
-- no
such thing:
not
only are the thoughts commonly thought by ordinary men
of
no significance to them -- they are not even of any
interest to them –
which
you could say from that one perspective,
is
why they do not ordinarily give them any specific notice. (“Well,
yeah –
my sister is
ugly as hell -- but we keep her locked away in a closet so
we don’t have to see her.
……in fact,
I’ve got a cousin who has really got the whole thing whipped:
he is able to pretend that she doesn’t even exist.”)
But
a man with no such viable relatives, nor closets he tolerates
understands
privately, just for himself, that all of this is like a Balinese
shadow-play performed behind an extremely wrinkled screen,
and
while what is observed bears some resemblance to what is actually going
on behind it -- it is distinctly distorted, and not accurately representative
-- but:
no
matter: it is just a harmless puppet show --
mere
entertainment and means nothing:
true
for everyone -- and so for the few;
the
former never realize it -- the latter cannot get away from
it.
What
goes on in an ordinary man’s mind for seventy years -- day
and night --
day
after day -- is boring, beneath contempt;
the
saving feature being that normal men give it no notice,
and
as supra flagged: if queried directly thereabout, will all,
unfailingly
and enthusiastically -- just for that brief instant --
profess
sincerely to the absolute contrary;
if
the idea is put on their mental counter -- all it takes is their
mind’s immediate,
and
instinctive grasp of what is going on
for
it to vehemently denounce it, and seriously proclaim their deep personal
affection
for, and intimate commitment to --
their ideas –
but
a man-who-knows (and it might be added: those who
don’t
know)
know
that the thoughts that populate and constitute the inner world of mind
in
all men individually, and in humanity-the-collective
are
so familiar that “boring” is a totally inadequate description;
the
thoughts of routine, un original minds are so uninteresting to the people
having them that they could have them “in-their-sleep" (which
some think is what is happening).
Something
being familiar facilitates its handling -- see blood and the
heart,
air
and the lungs -- routine thoughts and the mind,
but
a man born with the itch to comprehend things
not
normally available for comprehension
has
no native interest or respect for this mechanical neural facility,
nor
the needed natural tolerance for a mental life of never ending repetition,
caused
from his perspective (once he has it stabilized)
by
lack of his originality-of-thought.
From
one verbal angle, what bothers such a man could be described as:
his
innate mental dissatisfaction with the familiar --
with
the things that everyone else “knows” --
with
all of the things the standard part of his cortex appears to have
“learned”
from others --
which
is to say: uninterested in all things derivative, plagiarized
--
-- anything not original with his mind.
Passively
accepting the feeling, the attitude that is built-in to the normal,
automatic
operations in the thinking part of your brain
which
urges each man to take the thoughts which appear in him as his own
–
personally
chosen by him, based both on their validity and his interest therein
--
will
keep you (and anyone else) from ever being able to
realize
what
is going on all around you – right in front of you --
and of most importance:
all
IN you -- which as it turns out for that CertainMan
--
is
all that is of any consequence......and to which you will forever remain
ignorant -- regardless of your self deluding assertions to the contrary,
unless
you develop the CertainMan’s
potential for
originality-of-thought.
It
does seem quite the conundrumous situation:
there
you sit trying to figure-out -- attempting to think-of:
what
would be --
originality
of thought?
--
how
can you even begin to approach it? --
how
can you even know if and when you have accomplished it?
Accept
that it cannot be described, but that what it is not
can,
and
from a sure and precise process of elimination, you can find your way –
and
the ultimate destination,
and
here is a place to begin:
if
what you are thinking at any given instant does not give you full satisfaction
regarding
the subject of the thinking -- it is not original;
if
the thoughts you have concerning a question do not completely answer,
and
do away with the question -- your thoughts thereon are not
original:
…”Well......yeah.....but -- hey! I didn’t bargain on it being THAT simple!”
So, what d’ya want back: your money, or your old familiar thoughts?
J
*Ask yourself: Flood of what?