JAN'S
DAILY NEWS
Cleaning Out Your Cage
Since 1948
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COWS
COME HOME TO ROOST
ONLY
TO DISCOVER THAT
THEY
ARE
THE ROOST
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July
27,
2002
© 2002:
JAN
COX
Even
in the civilian world,
in
areas ranging from science to police work,
it
is understood that the proper way to approach any investigation is with
the goal of:
solving
a problem, or a crime -- not proving a point, or some suspect guilty,
yet
this methodology is missing in that most meaningful of all inquiries:
Regardless
of status or profession, all men to some extent look into this question:
some
end up peering into a bottle; others from the perspective of pews,
but
all via verbal debate, whining, carping & mental reflection (private
whining & carping).
Obviously
few men overtly express the question as being the focus of their life,
but
even beyond their own notice, it is always there, pulling on them,
and
indirectly affecting everything they do, feel and think
beyond
the bare activities necessary for survival -- in fact,
if
you want to go ahead and be nasty about it:
it
does not simply affect everything man does beyond merely surviving
–
the
question is the cause
of everything he does besides eat & sleep,
(no
proof of this will herein be attempted [which would be futile] –
you either hear it or you do not, and that is that).
So
-- even though it be outside of common men’s consciousness,
all
of Civilization: all Culture, all art, all mythology, all movies, all religion,
all
literature, all social sciences are oblique, but relentless responses by
ordinary
minds to the question (though put in sundry forms):
“What
is going on here? -- me being alive in the midst of this thing
called life,
and
having never ending conflicting, confusing, going-nowhere thoughts about
it all?”
What
you see as the routine lives of ordinary people is
their proper response –
but
what of a man born with a wild Sherlock up his thalamus? –
for
whom a conclusive, personally satisfying answer to the question
turns
out to be
his life’s calling? --
what should be his response?
Well,
there is certainly nothing about collective man’s Civilization & Culture
to
keep him from enjoying same, but he need quick realize that
that
is all there is there -- entertainment, mental diversions and
distractions,
and
that no one toiling in these popular public arenas has any idea of
what
the answer to the question is.
So
-- after a bit of scratching around, he discovers some off-beat,
out-of-the-mainstream
ideas & writings which seem to directly confront the question --
-- and he is soon hooked -- believing he has found
his place.
He
may begin with big “P” Philosophy, but quickly tires of its capacity
to
accept doubt and uncertainty as
an answer;
he
may then wander into Theologies not of his forefathers,
only
to find that behind their different seeming facade,
they
are but his own, writ in another tongue;
pressing
on he would eventually stumble upon the Mystical Dewey Decimals Numbers
in the library, and finally feel relieved and confident that he had found
his proper home.
Indeed,
what has historically been categorized as: The Mysteries,
The
Study Of Metaphysics, The Mystical Path, (Zen, Yoga, Sufism, Cabbalism,
etc), is
(to those born
with Miss Marple up their dress),
the
only game in town, and from first appearance -- the only one
needed.
As
spooky and pretentious as some of their features be,
such
activities are the only ones which specifically claim to know
the
answer to the question without reliance on supernatural authority,
and
to have practical methods whereby you can gain access thereto – in
other words: they know: The
Proper Investigatory Procedure
(and we are herein
assuming that “our man” does not go for such an activity offering to sell
him the answer outright, and accepts that he, through certain efforts,
must achieve a state for himself wherein the answer will come to him individually................................yeah,
that is assuming a lot --
guess it’s fortunate
that assuming doesn’t
cost any more than it does, but anywho, let’s assume this).
So
our man (with a Poirot on his back) adopts one of
the Techniques,
and
thus finally feels himself actively engaged in The
Investigation
--
and
without doubt he may enjoy himself immensely, and find much new fodder
to
feed pleasurable flights of mental fancy, but if “our man” proves
to be a
“real
man” in the sense of turning out to be a truly hard-boiled, can’t-be-bought,
take-no-shit
gumshoe, he will ultimately (Ha! what a great word, and cover for
an infinity of
stupidity -- but, back to the story) either:
realize
that his efforts are taking his understanding no where,
or
else accept his new activity and the fresh dreams it produces as
something approximating The
Answer (and
there will always be someone older in the ways of the particular
technique to assure him so [assuming his dues and fees are current]),
and
we will picture “our man” as in the first class
(which is often
held in a quite lonely room [to say the least]) ---
so:
he
eventually has to face the plain cold fact that even after many years of
applying
the investigatory techniques (disciplines, rituals, teachings)
he adopted,
he
is no closer to a personally satisfying answer to the question than when
he began (not only is facing up to such a fact by a “real man” upsetting,
disappointing, and annoying,
same as it is
to everyone else,
but also to him
it is a moment of totally unexpected, exhilarating liberation).
He
then (being the natural channeller for the spirit of the real Sam
Spade)
undertakes
a grilling of himself:
“Where
did this investigation go awry?” –
and
if he was truly born with bullets in his blood,
and
all the planets are lined up “just so” –
it
will hit him:
a
reality so subtle that clues are all but non existent;
the
case cannot be cracked until right up to the very moment it is cracked;
every
technique that the human mind has or ever can come up with to investigate
the question presupposes the culprit;
no
matter how much to the contrary may be claimed, even believed:
the
ordinary mind does not and cannot undertake to actually SOLVE this case
–
it
attempts to prove-the-guilt
of someone -- of some
thing --
some
set of circumstances;
what
the “real detective-man” must look into is the entire
matter of:
his
Investigation -- THE investigation -- the
call to his mind that says:
“I
am a question? You must come answer me”--
which is well enough – if
you
finally figure out what the hell is actually going on.........
.....in
the privacy and strict confines of your little office........
.....what
with you being the only one in there.........................
in
spite of the fact that when you are distracted, it seems otherwise, you
know like: dick and
client -- question and
answer -- problem and
solution
--
me
and my thoughts....(”Say -- where’d
all these people & things come from anyway?! -- and
how the hell’d they all end up in my
head/office?!”)
No
matter how sincere you are;
no
matter what school, method, or technique you originally select
to
find the answer to the question,
all
techniques are contrived by the ordinary human mind,
same
as is the question in conveyable form,
and
for any goal that the mind can fashion
“I
want to solve this case of being alive,and thinking about it”)
it
helplessly, and usually beyond notice, will simultaneously settle on
a
guilty party, and everything after that is not an “investigation,”
but
an unwitting effort to prove-the-guilt
of a specific, pre chosen target
(“Yes,
man is Asleep, Unenlightened, and in-Captivity -- and that is because
of,”
blah,
blah, blah (as per the speaker’s adopted investigatory technique).
The
man whose eyes/’I’s
somehow eventually flutter open wider internally
than
is the norm, has something come right up against his neural face:
that
all methods to investigate the case -- cloud the case;
that
all techniques to solve the crime -- cover up the crime;
as
thoroughly insane as it sounds to a civilian ear:
This
can strike you as unfair, irrational, even discouraging (which you
will be
pleased to learn,
costs no more than does “assuming’), but that is all as much
a waste of time as is everything else in the investigation
(as the
old proverb says:
“Only a fool,
when he stubs his toe on a rock, curses the rock…or his toe” – yeah!
-- that’s right! -- that is the REAL version!),
but
even though no one could ever even begin the investigation to solve the
case of: “What
is going on with me being alive and thinking about it?”
without
they adopt one of the various professed techniques for doing so,
any
and every method used to investigate fails to look into the one matter
that matters: The
Investigation,
and
specifically the fact that regardless of what your natural mind wants to
say,
and
in spite of what all your peers in the endeavor insist --
you
do not have any idea what the Technique actually represents,
nor
the slightest notion of what the case really is, simply and most
accurately put:
the
man who sees this thing through comes to a private place wherein he unconditionally
realizes that neither he, nor anyone else in the entire universe
has
any idea what they are doing in this investigation (not that can
be verbalized,
nor thought about
in any routine manner).
Apparently
every one who seriously takes up
ThisThing
is doomed to spend quite a few years thoroughly engaged in The
Investigation --
and
fully unaware of
what they are involved with,
but
if you are sufficiently a hard-boiled outsider to normal civilian life
& thinking,
it
is possible to truly discover -- for
yourself –
just
what a blank you have thus far been.
Since
you have read this far (and seem fairly recovered from your hangover),
take
a big gulp -- face the cold, invigorating light of self-induced day:
not
one human being who has ever lived understands The
Investigation --
while
they
are engaged in it -- no bod-dee
-- neurally, it is literally
impossible;
there
is nothing spiritual, spooky, or metaphysical about it,
it
is simply that as long as you are looking and questioning (which
you must do
to ever find
and get answers) -- you do not understand what you
are doing,
and
what keeps you stuck in that unavoidable station is the failure to ever
realize it.
Least
you now want to beat up on yourself additionally and feel you are somehow,
personally
weak or stupid,
the
normal, natural mind of man (the conscious part of the brain)
is physically not wired
to
be able to do what has just been described --
how
a man now and then accomplishes it, is beyond anyone’s knowledge
--
--
some just can,
and
only such a man who has done so will fully understand the above,
but
those with the potential, if its call be strong enough,
could
sure take what has been today noted, and impose it as a test template over
whatever they are doing and thinking about the question presently.
If
you hear anything in what has been said, and you do (as an experiment)
place
it on top of what you believe now, it will either:
break
apart from the force of the truth of what you presently think,
or
else it can start you in the direction whereby you might discover
the
first great liberating clue to the whole mystery, (which is):
the
only real and meaningful investigation is the investigation of the investigation
–
get
that part down and out of the way, and you (if you are “our man”)
J