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MAN
ASKED TO: "HOLD THIS WHILE I HIT IT" --
TURNS
OUT THE MAN WAS WHAT WAS TO BE HIT
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July
22, 2002
©
2002: JAN COX
Without
challenge, no creature thrives -- (note animals in zoos,
men in ennui).
The
challenge common to all men is to provide the necessities for staying alive;
with
technological progress and increased leisure time,
the
dominant challenge becomes: keeping themselves mentally entertained,
and
while nothing in the universe is as important as food to a starving man,
do
not under value the significance of mental diversion to a full, bored one.
In
less urban environments this takes such forms as story telling,
mythologically
based rituals, and gossip, and as for the more in-town versions –
you
are surrounded by them (which are but new mediums for the old ones).
If
the challenge every morning is not to go kill, collect, or cultivate food,
or
go to employment which pays in chits, tradable for same,
then
the body has no challenge and will suffer from disuse
if
not some form of recreational exercise be utilized;
also
will, but more subtly, the mind,
and
men will more tolerate the former than the latter,
witness
them becoming nonchalantly overweight (with its attendant ills)
from
lack of physical activity -- which they find acceptable,
but
insisting on having a television set to watch, as they sit and do nothing,
to
give their mind something to do
(this being no
condemnation of television -- merely a clear example
of how things are in the
routine arrangement
of man and his automatic affairs).
There
is always a faction of humanity whose job it is to censure
their
time’s dominant forms of mental entertainments,
and
to hold up education as the proper model;
they
forswear that popular with the masses, but as always,
life
has the game rigged and the majority prevails:
roman
à clefs over philosophical ruminations;
gladiator
games over objective observing;
from
this situation ordinary men suffer not, since ordinary men are forever
the
majority,
and the majority is the standard for the norm, and the norm by its definition,
suffers not (of course, men having the singular talent for speech,
can say
that they do,
but saying so,
and being a lion in a zoo with your mane falling out from the boredom of
having nothing
that you find worthwhile to do, are not the same);
no,
if there is one salient lesson man has never been allowed to publicly learn
it
is that however things are, is how they are supposed to be -- including
--
sincere
assertions that they should be otherwise.
So
you have some men always condemning the majority’s forms of
popular
mental diversions --
proclaiming
that men should be informing their minds rather than merely
entertaining
them;
they
make such professions while engaged in their own mental activities which
are
no
different in purpose – only in name.
The
only purpose observable from any place in the universe for ordinary men’s
leisure
time mental activities is to simply keep the mind occupied --
and
with what
-- is of no consequence;
the
question of what a man’s thoughts are involved with takes on significance
in
only one instance in the entire range of possible human activity, and that
is:
in
those rare cases regarding people born with a non standard mental interest
in understanding what is going on in this thing they call “life” --
in
which they unaccountably find themselves.
To
widely varying degrees, all men have such an interest
(its overt manifestation
primarily dictated by ephemeral adverse circumstances),
but
only a small number have an inherent hunger sufficiently strong
to
make this a central and consistent part of their lives,
yet
even the majority of this minority go no further in slaking their unusual
thirst
than
exotic forms of mental diversions & distractions --
notions
quite outside the mainstream mental entertainments --
but
still themselves, only entertainments.
And
with these too they become bored, but with a twist -- they
do not recognize it.
Ordinary
men-&-minds clearly realize when they are tired of watching the same
movie, playing the same video game, or listening to the same CD, and will
freely say so, but not so with those who initially believe themselves on
a great quest
to
uncover what is going on in life and in them;
they,
figuratively speaking, start watching a certain movie
(studying a system
which claims to teach same),
and
become weary of it (when their understanding does not expand),
but
blame themselves rather than the system
(would be like
a movie goer condemning himself for becoming tired of watching a particular
movie after its four hundredth viewing).
Anything
created by a human mind (which includes all literature, movies,
religions,
video games and
methods to achieve enlightenment)
will
eventually -- to the mind -- become boring -- it
loses its challenge,
and
in the case of the few, the challenge being:
As
noted: ordinary men are not harmed by being mentally unchallenged,
but
it is catastrophic for the few,
for
their minds alone originally demand real
challenge
--
not
of following the plot of some movie or novel --
but
the challenge of grasping why men have created films and books;
histories
and religions, and the ultimate challenge of them individually discovering
why
they
were never satisfied with such,
and
the radical basis for their non standard interest.
In
the beginning someone else must provide you with the interest;
you
believe that you are studying someone else’s discovery and explanation
of
what is really going on in life (which is inevitable),
but
this is not the real challenge, and eventually it becomes tiresome,
but
an alternative is not obvious
(except
to change the system you pursue, which only results
in the same),
so
most people, even with that CertainHunger,
get as stuck in non challenging
neural
diversions as a man who was initially excited and mentally inspired by
reading science fiction, but now does so only through habit.
Leaving
most of the few -- what are the rest to do? --
you
create your own challenges.
If
you prove to be one of the minority’s minority, and you finally come to
dispassionately
face the fact that what was originally mentally exotic, and exciting
is
now boring and non challenging,
and
while men can live in physical health by eating the same food day after
day
for
a lifetime, not so with the mind of those with theSpecialHunger.
For
that unique interest to survive and flourish, you must be able to realize,
face and accept when your mind becomes thoroughly weary of the motions
it is going through as directed by some system, school, or method you have
adopted in
the
attempt to uncover for your own eyes the reality of what is going on,
and
then be able to press on after that -- and the tricky part
then seems to be:
“Press
on to WHAT?! If I give up the methods and ostensible maps I have
thus far used -- and do not replace them with some other extrinsically
extant ones –
what
DO I use? What materials do I have to study -- after
all, a man cannot teach himself what he does not already know?!”
-- and right there –
right
in that very sentence which would easily flow from such a person’s own
lips,
right
there is the key to it all, just repeat it to yourself and consider it:
“If
I abandon the study of what other people have to say and teach --
what
else is there for me to study and learn from? -- obviously
not myself,
for
if I already knew what it is that would satisfy me,
then
I would already know it and not be anxious and looking?!”
-- and yet that is how it is -- but then again consider:
"How can it be?! It cannot
be like that!" -- but it is,
and
that is supreme challenge -- the one that never becomes boring,
and
will forever keep you going:
what
it takes to satisfy the few and reveal to their minds everything they want
to know can be found no where outside of their own mental processes;
there
is no answer to what the few want to know that is outside the question;
the
furniture needed to satisfactorily furnish your mental room is:
the realization of what the room is.
The
only challenge that can lead you to this realization is the – impossible
challenge,
and
only you can come up with it for yourself --
and
only you can privately and futilely pursue it to its all revealing climax.
Only
that certain impossible-challengeis
the
pay-off
challenge --
and
only a lifetime of struggling with it will one day result in you suddenly
being able to see the difference between that which is possible and that
which is not.
If
it can be done -- it ain’t The
Challenge
–
and
if you do not chase-down-&-wrestle-to-the-ground,
that
which cannot be done -- and force it to give up
the secret of why it cannot -- the puzzle will remain
unsolved in you.
Within the frustration lies the solution.
J
Something that few of
the few want to hear about (which works out okay since they refuse to hear
it even when they hear it) is that:
no matter how far along
you get in your understanding, if you ever stop the effort --
everything will collapse in on you.