JAN'S
DAILY NEWS
Getting To The
Bottom Of It Since 1898
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CAPTAIN
FOUND SLAIN ON THE POOP DECK:
NOW
REALIZED THAT WHEN ALIVE,
CAPTAIN
HAD
BEEN THE POOP DECK
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July
20, 2002
©
2002: JAN COX
Of
all the great boozles with which man’s been bammed,
the
most grandiose is surely the -- know-who-you-are
hoax:
not
simply a snipe hunt, but one put forward as necessary for a full, healthy
life,
(with even about
it, a whiff of benefits transcendental).
The
mind of man is instilled with the belief that to
know-who-you-are
is
the highest of human goals, and the effort to achieve same, singularly
laudable,
but
this is a deceit: you cannot ever know-who-you-are
-- it is not possible.
Via
psychiatry & religion, through philosophy, political science &
common-sense,
every
man is bathed in the idea that he should and can know-who-he-is;
he
is made agree that not knowing who you are is the ultimate source of all
human
suffering of a non physical sort,
and
no man can think of anything to say against the effort;
indeed,
should one do so, it would be taken as a sign of insanity.
A
normal human mind simply cannot come up with any downside to
the
exhortation to, know-who-you-are --
what
can there possibly be detrimental about it -- on the clear
contrary (it seems):
real
harm is done by a man not knowing
who he is,
which
can result in everything from him living an entire lifetime of simmering
frustration to being medicated and incarcerated:
conventional
and professional wisdom is that no man would turn to drugs,
or
alcohol, or anti social behavior if he would but face up to what he is,
which
obviously first requires that he know
who he is.
Humans
spend more money in this regard (counseling, books, classes)
than
they do on their health, and when the subject is broached,
everyone
from illiterate ditch diggers to erudite college professors will speak
with unabashed assuredness of the necessity & benefits of a man knowing
who he is,
and
even though they commonly confess to probably not having themselves yet
achieved complete success in this matter,
they
none the less aver their full allegiance to the endeavor.
Such
is but another vista of the normal life of man.
From a certain other view however -- the whole thing is a fraud;
Every
thing that ever gets mentioned in these daily writings
is
to lead those who can and want to go there -- to this
realization (among others),
but
your mind and understanding cannot be thereto drug by another;
you
have to make your own thoughts and consciousness make the additional steps
which will land you in this exotic land;
will
take you just over an invisible line that in each man’s brain separates
silly
putty & an anvil (aka: dreams & reality; foolishness &
facts;
wishful thinking
& how things actually are).
Only
people who understand absolutely nothing
believe
that they can, know-who-they-are,
and to them (the world’s population)
the
statement to the contrary is the epitome of insanity,
but
for a man born with that certain neural wiring anomaly and hunger,
who
presses ever onward,
his
instant of reckoning, should it come, will right off reveal to him that
neither
he nor any other human has any knowledge of who they are –
and
with such a simple realization comes a most complex liberation;
freed
from this one big demon -- freed from a legion of smaller
ones;
catch
on to this one big swindle -- save yourself from a million
smaller cons.
The
implanted belief that they can know-who-they-are,
and
that by doing so they would be a better person,
makes
ordinary men -- better persons,
but
stagnating in this delusion makes a man with that CertainPotential
a
much worse person.....as far as he is concerned.....’cept he don’t understand
why,
but
now (if you be such a person) -- you know
why (least you’ve had it noted
to you);
believing
that you can know-who-you-are keeps you from knowing what you are;
thinking
that you can know-who-you-are bars you from realizing what the mind
is,
and
without this -- nothing will ever change for you,
and
if you were born with ThePotential,
but never discover this,
you
will die having squandered your life.
(So
many people do so seem to enjoy finishing on such a negative note.)
J
Pst
-- for the rest of you (if there be any out there):
try
just rolling the statement around and around in your head:
“It
is not possible to know-who-you-are;
It
is not possible to know-who-you-are;
It
is not possible to know-who-you-are"
–
relax
-- take your time as you say the words in your mind;
let
them softly waft through your consciousness as a curious little idea you
are casually considering -- pleasantly pondering,
and
somewhere between: perhaps & surely –
an
occurrence will one fine day come upon your brain wherein you instantly
see
not
only the foolishness of your mind believing that it can ever, know-who-you-are,
but
also how it was connected to you never being able to look down between
your feet and directly perceive the bottom of your barrel.
The
beginning of you solving: The
Mysterious Case Of You,
is
in you discovering for yourself the simple fact that: you cannot, know-who-you-are,
and
living in the perfectly normal human dream that you can,
is what keeps you from seeing the daylight.
Ahhh -- that glorious single lane -- Road To Destruction.
J