JAN'S
DAILY NEWS
Getting To The Bottom
Of It Since 1898
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THE GAME
THAT IS
NEVER CALLED
BECAUSE OF DARKNESS,
NOR OF PSEUDO
LIGHTNESS
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July
19, 2002
©
2002:
JAN COX
To
ever strip away the distorting haze and see what is really going on
requires
two things, one: that you be born with the desire to do so,
and,
two: that you uncover it for yourself;
the
first part is easy (obviously for those so born),
the
second, (if not actually impossible), at least a wicket
so sticky that
the
pitch itself comes commonly taken as a run (the playing area mistaken
for the goal),
and
even though it is all just a game (and great sport at that),
it
can be disheartening to players with their mind made up to score
(staying on the
field forever and never getting anywhere).
Men
are born genetically knowing the rules to all the other games humans play,
but
this one threatens to split the seams of the word, “exception” –
the
few with a connection thereto are born only with the latent interest therein,
but
not only do they have no natural knowledge of the game’s rules --
they
do not even know what the game is
--- all they have is a feeling --
a
hunger for a competition clearly not extant in the commonly pursued sports.
With
a bit of looking they will eventually stumble on descriptions of some quite
old,
relatively
obscure games, one of which will draw them to become a participant therein.
They
learn that the particular game to which they are attracted had its rules
set
down many millennia ago, and that it is still being played somewhere,
with
someone in charge of refereeing and enforcing same --
all
good and delightful news for the novice:
you
can’t play the game if you don’t know the rules
-- so now you’re in business.
As
long as you play-the-game -- the rules are
the game,
but
as long as you are playing the game you can never realize this --
it
is impossible, spelled: i –
m – p
– o
--
oh, you
know how to spell it.
No
matter which of the games you find yourself playing and trying to conquer,
while
you do so, you cannot (that is):
you
cannot conquer the game in the sense of participation therein leading to
the achieving of your goal to satisfy that certain hunger that caused you
to
undertake it in the first place;
this
is why the concept of, “exceptional” does not come close to covering
the situation, wherein the pursuit of a clearly defined goal,
via
clearly described rules,
proves
the ultimate bar to scoring.
Playing
this game, by the rules, keeps you on the field forever;
never
scoring -- never being thrown out –
just
constantly trying to play the game by its rules.
In
this normal and predictable predicament,
before
any player can be aware of it,
the
rules become the game you play, and without this eventually be realized,
you
are stuck on the wicket and will never see what is really going on in life;
your
sight is restricted to the mental/verbal field on which
you
attempt to play
TheGreatGame.
Initially
adopting a game, and devoting yourself to following its rules
is
what gets every player started,
but
unless you finally discover the need-to, and how-to -- step-off-the-field
–
you
starting point will also be your ending one.
For
the few, the game is great -- wondrous, marvelous --
indescribably scrumptious;
there
is simply nothing else in all of life like it,
and
they cannot imagine living their life without it -- but it
is an illusion --
--
a real enough illusion – just as real as are words
--
including
the words used to describe their game, its goal, and its rules of play;
this
takes absolutely nothing away from this most special game,
but
if you actually want to score a run and get off the viscid mental field
on which
your
thoughts now struggle to play,
you
have to somehow boogaloo yourself about out there until one day you are
in
such
a non standard position relative to the playing field
that
it suddenly becomes unconditionally clear to you that
your
thoughts being on
the field -- following the rules of the game --
has
now become the problem, and no longer the assumed solution --
and
there is no way this can ever be pointed out to you --
the
rules of whatever game you follow forbids you hearing it;
you
have to find it out for yourself --
but
this is not possible while your mind continues to be fixed on the rules
of the game you undertook, which will keep you eternally confused about
that most
plain
and simple of facts: that you live in and by two realities:
one
that is physical and outside of you,
and
one which exists only in the human brain -- as words
-- as nothing but words --
endlessly
gamboling on the sticky wicket of routine consciousness.
J
Why is the story:”
Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde” more popular than one entitled:
“Dr. Jekyll When
He’s In A Pretty Good Mood, and Dr. Jekyll When He’s Not”?
J
One
man’s ridiculous idea is that even if you do
look in a mirror
all
you will see is you looking at yourself. (“And what’s the big deal
in that?!” he adds.)
J
First the irrelevant
news: everyone is irretrievably on the road to destruction, (you
are going to die);
now the good
news:
you can
be on the willfully chosen road,
personally thereto.
On
one world was a secret Warrior Class (well, at least
one guy)
who
flourished best at their hidden trade -- the less pleasant
their personal conditions.
J
If you will but incessantly pretend to be left handed, everything will open up for you..............................................(unless of course you are left handed).