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In
the routine world -- all news is old news --
except
that concerning man’s inner reality --
about
which he continually invents the new -- he must
-- just to keep it alive.
In
the outer reality -- nothing is ever new -- always the
same old things:
eating,
fucking, fighting, horsin’ around and restin’ --
some
great stuff, but this menu hasn’t changed in half a million years.
No,
you must turn to man’s mentally based, inner reality to find a place where,
New
is the order of the day:
new
styles of music; fashion, writing, painting, thinking, movies, morality,
customs;
new
religions, political philosophies, economic models, social systems --
--
new images of oneself;
after
all, there is a limit to the different kinds of food you can eat,
sexual
positions you can assume, ways you can kill a person;
physical
activities your body can enjoy, and ways to take a nap,
but
with the inner reality -- anything is possible -- there are
no limits;
eating,
sex and rest were old hat before man even appeared -- they
were never, new,
but
everything in man’s inner reality is new -- since the realm
itself is new –
man
made the whole thing up after he got here -- after he was well
fed, sexed,
and
with lots of free time on his hands.
So
-- how can it be that, all-news-is-old-news -- if we
are including news about
the
inner reality? -- which by its very nature is new, in that
it
is constantly being freshly invented?
Ordinary
humans are born with a hearing blinder that keeps them from
the
conscious recognition that everything they hear -- they have
heard before.
This
limiter works so well that routine people cannot be made to realize that
everything they hear other people say about anything, including the inner
reality,
they
have already heard -- even if the proof is laid out in black &
white,
and
unambiguous sound bites,
right
before their eyes and ears.
A
man with inherent, mutant auditory wiring in his brain hears clearly --
and naturally --
that
all human speech (exempting the strictly scientific,
[that about outer reality]) is repetitions;
nothing
new is ever said -- for nothing new is ever thought;
‘tis
if in man’s brain was originally installed an unrealized menu of
non
physically based concepts about which he could think and speak,
and
of which he could concoct variations,
but
unknown to him is the fact that he cannot normally conceive of or create
anything
in his inner reality that was not on that initial list;
(god for instance,
was obvious thereon, and men have been allowed to
come up with
a variety of various names for him, but have not been permitted, nor able
to
excogitate a
completely new alternative concept thereto).
If
you could listen with the mental ears of the mutant mentioned
you
would hear -- from top to bottom -- east to west;
from
liberal to conservative -- cleric to atheist;
from
one end of man’s universe to the other -- the same old things
said
over
and over and over and over,
with
those involved acting as though they had never said nor heard them
ever
said before.
If
you grab this as criticism, you will never experience the anomalous hearing;
railing
about it tightens up the normal blinder, and critics are singular in their
deafness
to their oldness and redundancy,
and
treat each of their expressions of displeasure as though they had just
now
thought
of it, and are presenting it to the world for the very first time in history,
whereas
it is ten thousand time repeat.
Not
only could man’s inner reality not survive without he endlessly refashion
the
permanent items on its limited menu, but also not without he be unable
to hear
the
relentless repetition in his recitals of what he has done --
which
makes them tolerable.
When
first realized -- it is wondrous -- and is no theory;
transcribe
to paper what you hear those around you say for several days
(or what is presented
in the news and commentaries thereon) –
then
read it -- and there it is as plain as can be;
a
very small number of basic themes, repeated in variations, over and over
again,
yet
note: the routine working of the brain,
even
if directly confronted with such material evidence -- is moved
not thereby;
it
can look right at it -- same as it listens right-at-it constantly
–
and
continue on as though it was never aware, even for an instant,
of
what is obvious and herein being noted.
Ordinary
men’s ordinary minds are not wired to recognize the brutal redundancy
of
all human speech;
not
doing so does them no observable harm,
thus
why would they even have an interest in the matter;
it
is simply a normal part of common men’s everyday life:
like
the noise of traffic and industry.
Being
a part of this endless mental and vocal repetition is not an illness
–
taking
it seriously is (if your goal transcends the bounds of common men’s
routine life).
To
ever do anything about how this species-wide situation affects you,
it
must first be clearly -- and then uncritically
-- recognized;
you
must hear for yourself, through your own experience,
that
every single sentence, concept, theory, or idea that ordinary men express
is
merely a repeat of one heard a moment ago,
and
that no amount of passion in their presentation can conceal the fact.
Not
only has there not been anything new in man’s outer reality
during
the long history of man,
neither
is there ever anything new in his inner reality -- which,
although
is only as old as man is conscious,
he
with thought, apparently replenishes constantly --
but
which is only rearrangement in disguise;
and,
why
(it might be asked)
is there
never anything new to be found in his
theoretically,
anything-is-possible-since-it-is-only-in-my-mind-anyway
inner reality? ---
‘cause
everything there depends-on, and is a reflection-of
a
prototype in the outer, physical reality -- and nothing is
more finite than that.
The
thing(that
non standard neural experience) often referred to
in these daily writings as: getting-to-the-bottom-of-things,
is
the closest man presently ever comes to thinking anything actually new
--
which
is not a new
in the sense of thinking of some animal that no one has ever thought of
before (which is not possible, all
that can be done is to picture some
never before
seen creature composed of various parts from already known ones)
–
not
the kind of new
the mind normally defines and expects.
The
new-thought
that triggers the explosive realization of what-is-really-going-on
is
the sudden, final recognition of why there is
never anything new:
J