JAN'S
DAILY NEWS
Getting
To The Bottom Of It Since 1898
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When
the young man arrived, the town was active, as always;
people
coming, going; the air filled with talk, and everywhere, maps hawked.
For
the memory of man it had been a jumping off point;
like
the last outpost for men headed into a wilderness in search of gold.
After
some time spent there, confused and uncertain, he found himself seated
in a café next to a man with whom he fell into conversation;
at
first it was no more than social chit chat,
but
by the time their meals were finished and coffee was served,
the
young man had turned the talk to travel, and to the purpose of
his
presence in town (which ipsedixit, was everyone else’s
also).
He
gradually sensed that the older man was much experienced in the matter,
and
he began to present to him the questions now on his mind.
“I
do not know how to even get started;
not
only do I not know which way to go when I leave town –
I
do not even know how to get out of town;
I
see people all around me apparently headed off, with maps in hand,
and
there is constantly someone offering me one with the assurance that
it
will lead me to where I want to go,
but
all of the maps look different, and for some reason I feel no trust in
those
proffering
them,” and he made body and face movements
indicating the question: “What to do?”and
the man spoke.
“You
cannot get to the place you want to go using a map;
as
strange as it sounds, following a map will guarantee that
you
never get there (this makes no sense now, but once there, you will
instantly understand),
but
the practical reality is that without a map of some sort (as
you noted)
you
cannot ever get started;
you
cannot even locate the edge of town.”
“So there is a map or maps that will accomplish that?!”
“If
you want to be as accurate as possible:
it
may be that the maps themselves are irrelevant,
and
that some people are simply born with the potential for this type of travel,
and
the maps merely act as an agency to awaken it -- but no matter,
to
answer your question: Yes, it does seem as though there is a map
out there somewhere that when you see it, it will feel right to you and
will get you started
(but since you
survived what was already said, I will go ahead and tell you: the maps
are
irrelevant ,and the one you choose [or that mutual attraction brings you
to] will be no exception,
but for a long
time, it will be all you have to go on, and will seem like a brother)
-- at any rate:
You
will eventually, no doubt, run across a map that seems to speak some
special
language already somehow familiar to you,
and
you will adopt it and finally be off -- or at least by its ‘directions’
(in
quotation marks)
find
yourself at the edge of town -- at the cusp where the rationale of
city thought peters out and you are more or less left on your mental own.
Most
of those who go off do not see it this way;
they
continue to study the map they adopted, and believe it to be guiding them
even
after they have left town and are now out in the wilds;
the
maps will say they are so directing you –
and
there is no ready way to dispute their claims –
plus,
once out there: what alternative do you have, but your map?!”
And
again the young man made gestures asking: “Well
-- what?”
and
the man continued.
“Once
out in the unfamiliar territory you will find no shortage of those
firmly
clutching their map who will confidently assure you of its veracity,
and
indeed, will commonly try to get you to adopt it with even greater
passion than those selling them here in the city (something
to think about when it happens).
And
be prepared: when you get out there
you
will see no one who does not have a map and who swears by it;
and
for a long time it will not even occur to you to doubt your own map
(most people
never do so to the point of being able to face it and go on;
if they lose
all faith in their particular map, they will just give up, and come back
to town disgruntled),
and
a good chance is that you will stay out until you die,
still
trying to follow the map you chose and never getting to where you wanted
to go
(but
at least you will not be alone, and socializing with your kind can offer
its own comfort)."
“Okay,
so I finally find a map that feels right to me,
and
it leads me to the edge of town;
I
take off and it even seems to be guiding me out in the wilderness,
but
you say neither it nor any other map will lead me to the place
I
actually want to go -- then what do I do?”
“With
most who even get outside the city, the question never arises,
for
they never realize that not their map, nor any map, will lead them to
the
destination they all originally desire,
so
the first thing you have to hope for is that this reality will eventually
hit you,
and
that you can take it without becoming discouraged enough to quit
(and
this possibility is so remote that to talk about in more detail would now
only be
discouraging),
but
if you survive that, then your fun really begins;
everything
up until that point becomes like a mere prelude;
whilst
following your map, you may well have had truly marvelous,
mind-blowing
mental adventures about which you will never have complaint,
but
in recognizing the nature of all maps --
and
thus being able to give up all maps –
you
have primed yourself for experiences that no map or sales pitch can
begin
to describe.”
The waitress refilled their cups.
“What
you are hearing now is for now, pretty much wasted,
for
as you obliquely observed: you have to take some map to even
find
the edge of town and just get started in this whole affair,
but
if you take now seriously what has been noted, and consistently ponder
it
as
you move out and around in the unknown territories,
it
could decrease the time it would have taken you otherwise to finally realize
the
nature and limitation of all maps” –
he paused -- sipped the fresh brew -- peered over the cup and said:
“Since
we have gone this far, why not indulge in even greater accuracy,
and
call the maps what they are: imaginary maps –
yes,
again it sounds strange, but what else are maps of imaginary places.”
He reached for the bill as he rose from the table and said to the younger:
“The
journey is real enough, indeed,
for
some there is nothing in their life that is more real --
but
the travel itself is not the point of what you have heard here today;
the
adventure is yours alone and individually,
but
the maps regarding the journey are all the same compared to the
trip;
they
are descriptions of places man’s mind has created,
and
thus can lead you no where but to inventions;
if
there could be such a thing as a, valid map
it
would be one that would lead you off of all maps (which
is not to be).”
As he pushed his chair under the table, he concluded:
“For
a great part of your journey, your map will be your best friend,
but
eventually -- if you have the full potential -- it is your
worst enemy;
to
get to the actual place all would-be travelers originally long for
requires
a man with no map at all;
all
maps point-to and lead-to only themselves –
the
discovery of that is the discovery of the destination.
Ciao” and he was gone.
J