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A
man who discovers how to see for himself, what-is-going-on
is
like a kid who plays Hide & Seek -- all by himself
-- and still peeks.
A
man really starting to get the hang-of-it is like someone who has
already
read
a crime novel yet says to himself: “Don’t tell me how it ends.”
One
man would play cowboys & indians with himself and periodically cry
out:
“Oh!
Corporal, I’ve been hit -- bad!
-- and this time it may be fatal --
I HOPE!"
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Commonly
heard from ecology hobbyists,
regarding
an environmental situation they find objectionable,
is
that it is the result, “not of what Nature desires, --
but of what man wants,”
as
though the latter can operate outside the auspices of the former.
It
is via thought that man is able to feel himself separate from nature --
an outsider;
yet
for all its intelligence, thought seems oblivious to the impossible,
and
imaginary situation in which this mentally places man:
this
due to the fact that mind finds itself an outsider -- even
to itself;
it
cannot gather itself completely into its own arms any more than can man,
using
the mind, see clearly himself an inextirpable component of nature.
How
bewildering ‘twould sound to fish to hear the water in which they live,
and
whose constant flow through them sustains their existence, verbally described,
and
how perplexing finds the mind, tellings of what passes though it,
and
which in fact is
it -- including the perplexion it feels upon so hearing.
At
least fish have gills -- mind has nothing --
nothing but itself.
Being enlightened is
grasping this.
The
secret that every man wants to know is at the end of the mind’s road;
wanting
to awake is having the sensation that you are somewhere near
the
end of the mind’s road;
being
awake
is realizing it has none -- that mind is both fish
and
water.
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Question:
Who
is the least realized & insightful, (stupid, in
other words):
the
uncivilized man who acts uncontrollably and kills over a verbal insult,
or
the solid citizen who willfully allows the words of laws to restrict his
behavior?
More
re: Awakening The Mind:
To
feed the hungry -- kill the full.
(Awakening-the-mind,
by the way, is the same as clearing it of dead brush.)
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Being
morally distraught over the behavior of mankind
is
fretting over the conduct of geese.
Don’t be a ninny,
of room --
give life plenty -- (it’s
going to take it anyway).
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Another
example of mind operating maximally in one of its possible modes,
(here, neither
at its most efficiently rational, nor its antipodal):
a
man working the saw at a construction site found himself unable to
meet
a request for a board cut into a piece 39 by 4½ inches
since
he was not told which figure was the length and which the width.
Regardless
of the cover terms employed, (awakening,
enlightenment, liberation),
the
realization that birthed such words is not quantitatively gradient,
compared
to ordinary knowledge,
but
a discreet jump -- entirely different in quality.
A
non routine mind is a pleasure perpetual.
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Father:
“Here’s something for you. Don’t talk while you’re eating.”
Son:
“Okay.”
Father:
“Don’t talk while you’re cutting wood.”
Son:
“Okay.”
Father:
“Don’t talk while you’re repairing electrical equipment.”
Son:
“Okay.”
Father:
“And don’t talk while you’re doing your income taxes.”
Son:
“All right.”
Father:
“And if you want to really get into it: don’t talk while you’re talking.”
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And
how about the fact that the size of the universe,
(16
billion light years across as measured by man),
is
something man's mind cannot literally conceive of ---
and yet,
it
was the human mind that conceived of ways to make such a measurement:
developing
the idea of a light year; designing instruments capable of giving him
the
ability to arrive at such measurements -- (?!)
So once again -- up against that cool, sensual windowcase of:
*
One
guy says: “Never mind all that, Waking up & Enlightenment stuff
--
I’d
be happy if I’s just able to shut up when I’m trying to think.”
“Paw,
I want to be sure I have this straight:
just
because a man does not say that he is awake does not mean that he
is awake,
but
if a man does
say that he is awake, it definitely means that he is not --
correct?”
“Yep.”
A
man who moans aloud is not one of the few,
(neither
is he who moans in silence.)
If
the sound of an ordinary human’s voice is becoming almost unbearable,
(including
your own -- when you are being ordinary)
-- you could be nearing enlightenment.
You
have to think about something --
and
most of man’s inner reality is
stuff
that exists solely for the purpose of
giving
you something to think about.
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Your
instinctive body is in charge of your needs,
your
instinctive thoughts, your wants,
it's
up to you to develop yet another you to see to that special hunger of yours.
Next
to fucking each other, what humans like best is preaching to one
another.
When
you know-what-is-going-on you know everything about everybody,
and
thus have no interest in anybody, (including, you-know-who).
Taking
seriously, man's inner reality is a form of unrecognized insanity.
In
outer reality there can be win/win
games
-- not so in the inner -- it's:
winner
take all or get
nothing.
J