May
31, 2002
© 2002: JAN COX
Just
as it takes two to fight, fuck, and do the fandango, likewise are two required
to be distracted and uncertain, (asleep & unenlightened);
one
to offer the distraction and another to follow it; one to speak the confusing
words, another to take heed of them. (While the idea that man could be
divinely/demonically possessed was life’s first hint, the introduction
of ventriloquism may be it’s most revealing statement regarding that unique
feature of man: the one that provokes his distraction and uncertainty,
and which also makes possible his awareness of being so; the source of
man’s singular talents -- as well as his one-of-a-kind frustration.)
From
its earliest days, human history tells tales of men hearing voices:
Sisyphus, Zeus’; Adam, God’s; Lao, The Tao’s; Muhammad, Gabriel’s, and
Socrates, what he described only as, “a voice,” and in more recent times,
the discovery/presentation/creation of the sub conscious mind whose non
supernatural voice men subliminally hear, and in more everyday terms, all
men believe that they think,
and
that they have day dreams. All in all: an unrecognized continuing chronicle
of two entities, indeed the very recording of man’s existence only became
possible with the appearance of the voice, (and of course, someone there
to hear it).
As
short be we into today’s topic, a place is already reached where even neurologists
and psychiatrists fear to tread -- not fear actually: a place where
neither they nor anyone else even notices.
Every
human knows, (if asked), that there is constantly in their head,
what
is most accurately described as a voice, and if queried further, ordinary
men will say it is the sound of them thinking, and when not purposefully
so engaged, they would say that the voice then drifts into day dreaming
and fanciful speculations. Indeed the operational definition of being conscious
is in being aware that you are conscious, which is to say that you are
both having thoughts & aware that you are; that the voice is not only
speaking, but you are hearing it;
anything
less than such a state in your head is something less than
human
consciousness.
All
of this, any expert or intelligent man knows or would agree with,
but
neither medical professional, priest, philosopher, (nor usually,
person
with a private desire to get to the bottom of things), ever admits notice
is a fact which, in any other circumstance would be a
jarring
anomaly: two must be engaged in any non physical activity about which one
of them makes record.
If
a solitary man discovers a stream, he is aware of doing so, and can remember
its location unaided, but a man alone cannot discover god, honor, pride
and patriotism; someone must tell him of such matters, (among the many
others that make up a civilized life), or some voice must --
a voice within him. To be acceptable, the voice must be speaking directly
and privately to his mind, for if a man says that he hears a voice(s) coming
distinctly from -- out there -- some where outside of
him, the majority will deem him insane.
As
regards the outer reality, a solitary man can make record of his
physical
existence, an autobiography, the direct observation of where he went; what
mountains he climbed; which people he met,
but
with man’s inner reality, there is no parallel; no such solo awareness
of one’s own actions is possible; with no company, your mind can see your
feet and hands ascend a peak, but your mind cannot see itself think, it
must have someone besides itself to be aware of what it is doing. Ventriloquism
may be either life’s biggest hint as to what is going on, or else its most
perverse laugh at man’s expense, (though who does life have to be aware
of its joke and join in the fun.)
Those
few walking-anomalies, born with the off the books hunger to know what
is really going on in this place men call, life, are the only ones on the
planet with a need to notice and then investigate
what
has supra been outlined roughly, for they, (once they get past the adolescent
stage of thinking that anything physically outside of themselves is in
any way interfering with their goal), are faced internally with what appears
to be their actual obstacle: their self: their own undisciplined, distracting,
and downright dumb, mental state; of this they are certain -- but
how do they know that?
Ahh
- no one wants to know.
Yes,
a voice told them they were: that came either from another living human
being, or a book written by one, but it had to be capped off and validated
by the voice in their own head which agreed with what they heard.
A
man seeking the far wall has made no step in that direction be he not presently
of mind that all that can possibly be standing between him and the clear
sight he desires is the useless, distracting, and ignorant voice he hears
normally and constantly in his consciousness; a person having achieved
at least this stage, (and currently employing any of the several major
and meaningless descriptions),
perceives
this blundering, near blind state of routine mind to: be asleep -- living
in a dream: existing in a world of shadows -- held captive by illusions,
and feel their struggle to wake-up, be enlightened and liberated as an
effort to overcome, remodel, banish or replace this unacceptable voice
in their head which so consistently leads them astray, keeps them clumsy,
forgetful and stupid.
The notion of a man’s mind, under extraordinary conditions, of course, being taken over by demonic, or even divine force is truly a mental tour de force of universal brilliance, (it’s a damn shame so few homo suspectables enjoy it.)
What
the would be homo exceptionals who want to arouse themselves
from
mankind’s harmless, though less than maximally activated, dreamy state
of mind fail to note and act on is that: it takes two to sleep; one
voice, (entity?!) to say things which cause you to do sleeping things,
and think dream thought, and another to act on what it hears, (when appropriate),
and all other times to take seriously what it hears and adopt same as its
own.
Naw
– demonic possession of the mind is way crude –
that
was merely life warming up; ventriloquism is when it got to speed; men
setting with a lifeless figure next to them, pretending it talks to them,
and that they can hear it and respond.
Only
a wastrel (or the ill informed)
would
study the words & life of an Awakened Master;
an
alert seeker would study a ventriloquist’s act;
it
contains every bit of info you need to know to finally catch on.
J