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(Somewhat continued from
4/2/02)
There
is this certain IT
-- that if you ever see it,
nothing
in your non physical life will ever be the same.
Why not join in the singing of the school’s fight song:
“It -- It -- It!
.
.......(Feeling more
aggressive already, huh.)
Something
easily open to immediate observation that ordinary men,
and
their ordinary minds never notice, but which bears directly on IT,
is
the fact that your thoughts and state-of-consciousness,
(the
neural operation responsible for your thoughts),
are
not the same when you are alone as they are when you are with other people,
and
that ordinary men and ordinary minds do not normally like the state of
their consciousness and thoughts -- when alone --
compared to them in company --
and
leave us repeat: this is right around the door to
IT.
Those
historically seeking an understanding of life and man
not
normally on the public table, (which would require a new state of consciousness),
are
born with an inchoate awareness of this,
ergo
their continuing belief-do-dah-suspicion that living a solitary
life
probably
offers the maximally conducive conditions to achieving this
desired
new state of consciousness and thought:
the
compromise practice of which being most commonly the collective monastic
setting in which participants, while not having to live in literal
isolation,
do so as much as possible -- in a verbal & social sense
–
by
honoring a code of silence and keeping to themselves as much as possible
under
the circumstances.
Like all good compromises -- what can you say about it?! -- one thing:
If
being alone offers some advantage in efforts to alter your consciousness
& thought, then being alone with a group of other people who want to
be alone
is
not the most efficient, (and dare it be noted), most intelligent way to
go about it.
But
to be fair, no one realizes the fullness of this initially;
it
requires some time, some energy, some something else (?!?)
for
a man to personally discover the plain fact in his own brain that
his
thoughts and overall state of consciousness are different when he is alone
than
when another person is present,
which,
(as white bread as it may sound on a computer screen),
when
individually -- suddenly realized -- is an astounding
moment for the realizer.
First
off: how could something this obvious in every human being’s head
go
totally unnoticed?! -- and then,
(once
you have sufficient experience in this GreatInvestigation),
you
know that this fact of something being so plainly so
that
you have personally uncovered,
which
the rest of normal humanity has never noticed
always
precedes the realization of its practical use in your on going secret inquiry.
On
this you can count: anything you mentally discover on your own --
which
everyone else seems oblivious to --
will
always add horsepower to your special search engine.
To
optimally employ your knowledge of the above does not necessitate a
life
of isolation; your awareness of the
situation is your needed separation;
your
own clear recognition of the fact that – automatically –
the
very nature of your thoughts and the actual tenor of your consciousness
instantly
change when another person enters a room
in
which you were previously alone;
(the
super alert might also note that it all changes upon just hearing another
person
pull
into the driveway of the house in which you are alone).
Seeing
plainly for yourself, what has herein been verbally teased into the open
is the only thing that will work --
“But
damn!” muttered Captain Carstairs,
“Is
it not always thus with this damn IT
thing!”
)
What
else you may gain from this awareness is left to your own efforts,
but
for the real few, be not mistaken:
just
being uncompromisingly aware that human thought and consciousness
is
in one state when by itself,
and
instantly goes into a completely different state when another human being
joins it,
is
a lesson whose aftermath you cannot imagine -- but only experience.
You
need no mystical community or monestary -- that one simple fact
contains
in it and behind it, all the schooling a proper man needs to uncover the
IT.
J
Oh
yeah, there is another relevant facet to the above:
your
thoughts and state of consciousness are not the same when you are silent
as
they are when you are talking;
the
incomplete innate hint of this in those who conceived of
the
semi-solitary life of the monastery
is
what accounts for them habitually adding the rule of silence;
such
people have attempted to explain its purpose from a variety of constricted
views, but all look right past the reality beneath the actual urge that
drives their actions.
The
simple fact, readily available for inspection in your own head, is that:
your
thoughts and consciousness are in one state when you are not talking,
and
instantly in a totally different state once you start.
Again,
to the weak eyed/I’d
reading these words, their minds may say:
“Even
if true -- so what?! -- that’s of no importance”
-- and as always:
only
the few benefit from plain, simple confrontations with things as they are;
while
it is the normal, but necessary adornments, trinkets and distractions
the
mind naturally imposes on the reality it perceives-cum-creates
that
keep routine men able to tolerate the meaningless ramblings of their
ordinary
mind,
they
also prevent them from ever seeing directly what is going on in life.
For
routine minds: dreaming and man’s ordinary state of consciousness &
thought
is
non stop mental Mardi Gras, and hell! -- everyone enjoys a good time,
but
there is fun not generally known to the mass of revelers that comes from
seeing
behind the carnival masks of mankind’s everyday existence;
it
turns out that the most beautiful girl at the ball – the super
sharp Cinderella
whose
foot fits the magic shoe you’ve been carrying all these years,
And
suddenly looking down, and pointing in the direction of his own
physical
foundation, a man exclaimed: “My gawd! -- There it is!
--
That’s IT.”
Mens sana in sano goobers.