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UNCOVERY PROGRAM April 2, 2002 © 2002: JAN COX |
To
be of ordinary mind, (and inordinately frustrated, if you are one of the
few),
is
to not recognize the particular origin of specific things;
all
frustration, (other than from starvation, sleep deprivation, or terminal
horniness), arises from men un analytically attributing to a peculiar human
activity
a
source from which it did not come.
For
a person attempting to rid permanently from his head
the
meaningless mish mash of electrical impulses passing for personal thoughts,
this
situation has two facets;
the
first one is nearly impossible for man’s natural born mind to ever grasp,
and
the second is even more nearly impossibler,
(but
remember, everyone told Thomas Edison that he would never fly,
so why let anything
stop you in non essential pursuits,
the embalmer will
do that soon enough where it really counts.)
Mind’s
job is to collect information -- determine whether it is pertinent,
and if so,
pass
it along to muscles.
Mind
receives information from two separate and distinct sources,
but
marks no consistent discrimination there about;
the
operation in the brain men call the mind is, along with the rest of a man’s
body, constantly receiving information from the outside environment in
which he lives,
and
then the mind -- strictly on its own now --
also
receives a ceaseless flow of “information,” (in quotes), not from
the outside world, but from the inside -- apparently, (in
quotes) from itself.
Now
this is strictly ridiculous,
(which
may be why routine men & minds never look in its direction),
but
there it is! --
all
over the everyday life of men in spite of its all star spangled ridiculousness,
(but
we will allow this little sticky bun to slide for the moment,
and
more closely examine the first raised abrasion).
The
ordinary mind with which ordinary people are born,
unfalteringly
for a man’s lifetime habitually fails to notice and take into account,
under
anything less than life threatening circumstances,
(at
which times it has no say in the matter),
the
clear fact that some of the information it receives is coming from
the
world of physical conditions outside the man, while other information it
receives,
(if
even cursorily noted), is clearly not coming from there, but rather seems
to be spontaneously issuing from within the brain itself.
The
two go on endlessly and simultaneously;
overlapping
one another in conscious awareness from second to semi second,
but
clearly coming from two separate sources,
if consciousness
is forced to look at the matter.
Everything
that men ever argue over,
(if
it not be edible, plantable or fuckable), arises from them not recognizing,
and
identifying from which of the two quite distinct sources
the
subject of their impending contention comes:
doing
so would extract the slap from slapstick, and let the wind out of windbags.
World
leaders, (in weightless commas), will declare they are engaged in a
deadly
serious war over a railroad -- when in fact
it
is all about The Little Engine That Could.
When
the mind is running in man’s normal, non emergency mode
its
tendency is to give over its conscious attention entirely to
the
information coming from within itself;
thus
a man, even in the midst of a crowd, is, (in a most real sense),
largely
cut off from his physical environment,
as
though huddled up alone in a dark, silent closet in his head with all his
attention, other than the minimal needed for him to physically navigate
safely,
given
to the reception of information that seems to be coming from his own mind.
There
is no need to call upon exotic or metaphysical terminologies –
this
is precisely what the so-called mystics of human history refer to as:
being
asleep; living in a dream; being unenlightened, or simply ignorant and
confused.
There
is nothing anyone can find that is wrong, (repeat of quote marks),
with
routine human hobbies,
(such
as reading fairy tales & children's stories about gods & determined
locomotives),
but
if, (for some strange, unnatural reason), you want to make a personal,
factually
accurate survey of the terrain of the life-land in which you were
born,
you
can never do so without keeping clear and constant track
of
whether the particular information your mind is receiving and prepared
to process
is
coming from the environment, or from your own mind.
You
can surely realize instantly, (now that it has been pointed out to you),
the
necessity for marking this distinction, for unless you do so -- why........well,
you
can readily see the endless confusion to your map making that will result,
(you
cannot draw the correct boundaries of a property from information you receive
from the weather bureau.)
This
is not at all difficult to see -- while
you are thinking about it –
what
is purt near impossible is to -- keep
thinking about it.
The
ordinary mind does not want to think about it:
the
ordinary mind is not wired nor programmed to think about
it;
thinking
about it in fact, interferes directly with what your ordinary mind
ordinary
refers to as,
“thinking”
-- (this time in LARGE quotation marks).
The
thought outlet in the brain’s conscious operations that men call, mind
cannot
carry on its natural responsibilityfor routine human thinking
while
thinking about what has here today been noted;
ordinary
thinking & thinking about the two sources of information about which
to
think are completely incompatible, and in any event,
pursuit
of the latter would not reward an ordinary man & his ordinary mind.
The
only purpose to be served by the chasing and investigation of this matter
is
to grease up a secretive fellow here and there who --
above all things,
(save
of course: a hearty meal, a hot chick and a cold brewsky,
[insert
quotations in that clause at your discretion]),
wants
to slip through cracks where there seems to be
no cracks,
(waking
up from the common human dream produces
your own personal ones) -- so:
the
first thing on today’s agenda for you should be:
look
at, and keep on looking at the fact that every speck of information that
comes
to your mind, and that your mind then wants to think about
comes
either from the environment or apparently (“ “) from itself, until
it,
(
"it"
being something we have neither the time, space nor brewskies to go into
today), will suddenly strike
you!
--
like
being hit in the face with a whipped cream nebula.
It
is SO astounding! SO surprising! SO amazing --
simple and obvious,
that
you may have to interrupt what you are doing for a moment and think to
yourself: “Shit! I can’t believe I’ve been this stupid!” (or something
similar).
After this -- no more confusion regarding why humans seem confused.
But,
as earlier noted, this is just the first and easiest feature of the brand
new problem made up -- (that should be) -- presented
here today;
the
one to really
cause contusions to your privates is the consideration
of
the
second facet, (ready?):
information
that your mind receives that does not come from the environment comes from
within itself -- but,
(and what comes after the “but” is applicable to, sensible to, and
useful to only those who have conquered and fully mapped
all
of the territory prior to
the but) -- but:
only
a man still snoozing, (simply now on a higher ledge),
can
accept the blatant bladder bag foolishness of the idea that the source
of the information arising in, appearing in, coming from his own mind
really
comes
from his mind.
It
is totally impossible to ever prove, (quotation dingies again) to
a normal human mind, (hell, even usefully, show), that the thoughts
which appear in it
obviously
CANNOT be coming from it.
They
obviously,
(to a open eyed man) cannot be -- and yet
the
sane, well functioning minds of the six billion normal mortals all around
you
will
never see this;
have
no interest in seeing this;
feel
no need to see this,
not
because they are dumb and you are smarter;
they
merely have different, normal, (the majority always defining normal), minds
than
the few.
And
if you are one of the few -- and you do not in some fashion -- on
your own -- consider and pursue this matter to its super sweet conclusion,
the
bruises and sore spots all over your mental privates will never go away,
and
you will always feel like you were just a few steps away from the prize;
that
you could’ve been a contender if only somebody, (your dishonest
fight manager), had “given-you-the-chance!” (take me to the bridge,
maceoQuotation
-- no,
make
that the coda).
Hell,
Rocky, DoingTheThing
involves no one else giving you a chance –
or
anything else, (including a hard time);
quick,
ax yourself: Where does a “chance” come from? -- from
the environment,
or
from your own mind?
Not
many neural pugilists reach middle age without being so punch drunk from
a
life time of distorted notions about what
TheThing
really is
to
ever enjoy the always awaiting, “ultimate-fruits-of-their-labor,”
(a
little harmless puffery for the children in our audience).
Damn
near everybody gets off the train while there’s still track ahead,
but
then again: damn hardly anybody ever gets on the train to begin with,
so
as always: life gets the last sandwich --
since life made the meal.
.......(oh,
P.S. turns out that life has nothing against a few
people joining it in the kitchen.)
J