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ESCORT SERVICE ****************************** April 1, 2002 © 2002: JAN COX |
HOW ‘BOUT IT?!
No
one knows precisely what is bugging someone else
since
they themselves do not know.
More
accurately: No one can say what
is bugging someone else
since
they themselves cannot say what is bugging them.
AND HOW ‘BOUT THIS?!
The
only thing about man worth talking about -- he can’t
talk about;
he
can’t talk about it because he doesn’t know what it is.
Oh,
most people say they do -- but they’re just pretending.
AND HOW ‘BOUT A QUOTE FROM A GUY?!
“You know what I want: Seeing the facts in a mirror -- that’s what I want!
...........I
say that since that’s what I seem destined to do anyway.”
HOW 'BOUT A CONVERSATION?!
“Hey
-- angry one!”
“Yeah?”
“How
can you be mad if you’re not mad at
someone?”
“Don’t ask.”
“Really
-- I want to know.”
“Well, I’m mad at myself.”
“How
can you be mad at yourself? That doesn’t make sense.”
“Okay -- I’m mad at life.”
“How
can you be mad at life? Life is not a person or a thing?!?”
“All right -- I’m mad at being able to be mad without having a target
for my anger.”
“Jeeze
-- I’m not getting any of this?!?”
“I told you not to ask.”
................................................................“That
you did.”
One Guy’s Private Conversation......really PRIVATE!.....(like with himself.)
“You
know what I like best about you.”
“What.”
“You’re
not really interested, are you?!”
“Not really.”
“AH!
-- and that‘s what I like
best about you!”
ChasingTheThing
involves -- inside yourself -- all
of the following:
running
with the ball; trying to tackle the runner, and all the while
stiff
armin’ everybody involved;
bouncing
up and down; trying to push the jumper off balance, and all the while
trying
to keep your distance from both of ‘em;
(and
also):
talkin'
and listenin' and all the while -- tryin' to ignore
‘em both.
The
Original:
“Habit is a kind of -- second nature.”
The
Improvement:
Habit, (if not of the survival instincts) is a kind of idiocy.
“Pa
pa – is it really fair to call a man in a coma an idiot?”
“What?! -- he's
going to object?!”
Everyone
is well aware that there is something persistent but quite subtle
bugging
everybody,
and
everyone in their own way,
(based
on their own genetic temperament and particular neural wiring),
tries
to say what is,
but
everyone clearly feels the inadequacy of their attempts;
for
whatever it is is so
subtle that all efforts to put it in words,
(save
of the rudest sort under the crudest of circumstances), are never satisfying,
neither to the speaker nor those spoken to.
By
no means can any man satisfactorily explain --
in words --
to anyone
what
it is that throughout his life is bugging him.
No
matter how wealthy, powerful or well known he may become,
the
bugging never ceases;
wide
involvement in second reality human activities can help suppress
a
person’s awareness of the bugging, (which is precisely that realm’s appeal),
but
nothing there will stop it.
Like
being really caught up in a movie will not cure the cold you have,
but
being so involved can make you more or less forget about it for an hour
or so;
expand
the movie to sports, religion, politics, social position,
and
extend the hour to a lifetime,
and
you have most people’s formula for dealing with the thing bugging everybody.
A
lot of people will say they know what it is,
(most
commonly couched in terms of sin or psychological guilt),
but
everyone’s brain (which is the outlet for such professions),
knows
that it does not actually know:
that
organ’s motto is: “You take your best shot,
and
when you’re pushed against a wall -- and you gotta believe
something
–
you
go with what you’ve got under the circumstances,
and
say you believe whatever works at the moment.” --
-- and a winning approach
it is.
But
for the few of the planet who cannot get over their inborn solid suspicion
that something else is possible besides simply, going-with-what-is-readily-available-and-seems-to-satisfy-everyone-else,
the
bugging-of-man must be investigated in much greater depth and detail,
(the
conclusive act thereof being possible within the span of a second
--
.......‘cept
it takes a forty year running start to make that ultimate one second leap
--
but
hey! -- what else you got to do besides trying to get rich, famous
and
laid
like carpet in the Astrodome.)
So -- how ‘bout it:
There
is truly but one thing about man that is really worth ever talking about,
and
it cannot be directly talked about,
and
not for reasons mystical, spiritual or otherwise spooky,
but
because no one knows what TheThing is.
Being
Awake, Enlightened & Liberated is nothing much more than just realizing
this:
not
saying
that you realize it; not saying that you do not realize it;
not
discussing it, not debating it, not still searching for it,
but
realizing as plainly and unquestionably as you do if you look at your hand
and realize the hand is yours:
just
as clearly as that, you realize that no ordinary human being knows what
is
bugging
them.
You
see,
the
way things are arranged in the herd is that everyone else knows
what
is bugging men and the related, purpose-of-life,
while
an awakened man is an idiot and knows none of that;
he
only knows one thing, (covered in the above paragraph).
So
--
this
concludes today’s News -- our date is at an end -- so!
are
all you normal contestants ready to resume -- Playing
That Game?..................
J