JAN’S DAILY FRESH NEWS
© 2001:
Jan
Cox
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August
7, 2001.
As
their plane waited for take off, the father looked at the wings,
and
while understanding the eventual need for de-limning
to
get fully air borne,
he
considered their present position, (still on the ground),
and
decided to fly yet a few more thoughts, (in the form of words), toward
the son’s head, which was, (as always), seated beside him.
“There
is another feature of this extraordinary flight we are on
that
you should now be able to appreciate & profit from pursuing:
the
fact that there are clearly two directions involved in this thing
called,
‘Waking-from-the-dream’:
the
first direction is awakening from illusions you have had about
the
world outside of you;
about
other people; about the collective affairs of man;
the
second direction is awakening from the dreams you have
about
yourself.
So:
there is enlightenment regarding the external world,
and
enlightenment concerning the internal world;
the
latter is seldom achieved -- and it is the one with the real
jackpot.”
The
engines were started.
”This
flight plan is natural in that everyone’s initial complaints with life
, and their perception of the forces that hinder them is focused on
the
world outside of them;
from
youth on, men’s consciousness perceives their problems to be
due
to unfavorable, external conditions, primarily of the mortal variety:
'Billy
won’t give me his bicycle';
'The
coach singles me out for abuse,'
into:
'I didn’t get a raise because the boss
dislikes me & is an idiot.'
In
later years, (assuming a person becomes more sophisticated,
in
the ordinary sense),
they
will complain on a more cosmopolitan, if not, international basis;
they
will whine about secret banking conspiracies manipulating the stock market
to always keep the average investor like himself
from
ever sharing in the really BIG profits,
and
they will rail about their government’s, or their religion’s, or their
culture’s
mores interfering with their free pursuit of happiness,
(or
else: their wife, their neighbors, their in laws, their own family,
or
the foreigners overrunning & ruining our previously fine set-up, etc.)
Comparably
you can see that creatures without consciousness
are
naturally programmed to look for danger only outside themselves;
the
only threats about which they can take any defensive action
come
from external conditions, so it is about the world alone that they,
and
man, physically, need be enlightened.
But
man does have a thought based consciousness,
and
thus his awareness of external conditions and possible dangers
is
not confined to matters actually physical,
nor
his reactions to mere animal instinct;
his
thoughts speak to him with their analysations of extrinsic circumstances,
and with predictions of potential threats & enemies,
and
when the threats do not become materially manifest,
they
become absorbed into his daydream repertoire.
Nothing
herein is amiss, nor does it cause mental illness;
it
is all an integrated part of collective man’s, reality-of-consciousness,
and
results in the species wide phenomenon of everyone --
--
even when not in physical danger --
being
filled with thoughts that speak of danger,
danger
of a type that can assault a man without physical contact:
(your
broker’s playing with your account;
the
opposing political party is passing legislation
unfavorable
to your interests, [and for the less secular]:
demonic
forces are destroying the world.)”
The
engines began to rev up.
“All
in all, ordinary men, (those adjudged sane by their peers),
see
the source of all singularly human problems as residing in
conditions
outside of the man experiencing them,
and
those few, born with that obscure hunger that prevents them from ever being
satisfied with the explanations of: what-is-wrong-with-life,
(such
as the above), which satisfy everyone else,
should
they make any progress in their extracurricular quest,
it
is initially in that direction, (to wit):
if
a man begins to awaken a bit & see the world outside of him,
outside
of the overall imposed & generally accepted confines
of
collective-man’s consciousness of reality,
he
starts to realize that conditions outside of him are not the cause of
his
unique agitation, and that not even the most fantastic changes
out
there would bring about the peace he seeks -- in here.
Simply
put, my boy:
the
external world is irrelevant to our flight.
Nothing
ever said, thought or done out there
has
anything to do-with, or any affect-on
You
waking-up; seeing-the-light; putting-it-all-together and taking off.
So
a man, (let us for convenience call him): ‘somewhat-awake’
is
a man who is no longer tied, (in the ordinary way),
to
the ordinary, non-physical reality outside of him;
he
can still be bruised by a hurled rock, but not by an insult;
cold,
rainy weather might cause him to feel, blue,
but
not the election victory of the Labor Party.
The
discernible, first stage of a man’s emergence from the captivity
of
routine, dull consciousness is his realization that the reality constructed-by
& totally dependent-on -- man’s thoughts
is
something entirely apart from the plain old, mundane physical world
in
which we all live, and bump into.
A
man then is no longer constantly infuriated with the stupidity (or evil)
of
other men;
mentally,
he ceases to wrestle with them and their thoughts,
brought
on by his direct realization that other human beings,
both
physically AND mentally,
are
simply a natural part of his environment, and deserve no more
concern
or attention than does the weather, or the fauna & flora.
No
one, or no thing outside of you can hinder your awakening --
that’s
it -- lock the barn & burn your overalls.”
The
turbines were now whirling like banshees at a dervish convention.
”Like
every other aspect of the, waking-up-thing,
your
understanding of this is not a permanent, one shot affair:
one
day -- suddenly you realize what I am talking about,
then
you spend the rest of your life refining it; expanding it;
growing
into it until it is, (for all intents), an inseparable part of you.
The,
sudden
part is that experience commonly referred to as,
‘Your
moment of Enlightenment,’ but in all aspects
of this extraordinary adventure, you have such a moment regarding many
things,
but
that one, eye-opening, explains-everything moment
does
not the rest of your life make;
waking
up is an endless process -- unless YOU cause it to stop,
and
that is what I am getting to today.
Many
people’s efforts cease at this point:
they
are so relieved by no longer feeling that they are in conflict with life,
and everything seems so much more natural & agreeable now that
they
have this extraordinary new understanding of how things really stand in
a man’s relationship to the external world,
that
many, in essence -- abandon the adventure.
It
is not much surprising -- but all too human.
There
are a scant few however, who -- ebbing-&-flowing -- try to continue,
(at least in a manner of speaking).
Now
that they are no longer so frantically, if not, fanatically involved
with,
‘World affairs -- out there!’
–
they
do turn more attention to their own personal inner world,
(which
is easier to do once you are not so entangled with
the
outer one).
Some
will at least commence a journey that is aimed,
(knowingly
or not), at seeing through the illusions they have
regarding
the mental world inside of them,
just
as they did with the physical world outside of them.
This
is The Supreme Adventure,
compared to which,
the
first stage of discovery is mere kindergarten,
for
now a man is on the track of -- not the dreams that had him so long
confused about other men & the external world,
but
the mechanics responsible
for his
dreams.
The
difference, me lad, between reading an article on flying,
and
studying the brain scans of Wilbur & Orville.”
The
engines now sounded like Rumi on speed.
“But
few of the few who even start on this second level path ever
get
beyond a step or two -- it is certainly not for the squeamish,
but
it alone is the yellow brick layout that reaches all the way to
Oz-ville.
Gawd,
but it is tricky;
like
trying to hold an eel with greased hands;
like
trying to grab your own hand;
like
attempting to look into your own ear;
like
trying to hear what your eyes have to say.
Some
say it is not possible
--
no they don’t;
those
who don’t get into it far enough to suspect what it is about,
never
say anything about it --
'cause
they don’t know anything about it;
only
those deep enough into it to sense where it may be headed
would
have the moxie to opine that it might not be ultimately possible -but you’d
never hear that from them
since
they don’t talk about what they’re doing any way.
No,
oh son of yours & mine,
no
man is truly awake, enlightened & liberated who has not gone
on past becoming hip to what the physical & mortal
external
world is all about, and moved on to the exclusive investigation of his
mortal, internal one,
and
it is no, psychological self-study;
(it
is not seeking to uncover the reason you,
‘So
dislike The Labor Party,’
but
is rather to beat from the bushes, the Dr. Livingston in man’s brain
that
insists to him that he has any political interests);
nor
is it, spiritual self-reflection, nor, mystical self-meditation,
it
is something else entirely:
it
is an investigation the likes of which is unknown & indescribable to
ordinary
men.
As
you begin awakening in the second direction
you
go from believing that all of your problems were caused by
external
conditions to believing they are due to your internal ones,
but
what keeps you from opening your mental eyes as wide,
and
seeing as clearly as is humanly possible
is
not problems in your internal world,
but
rather your not understanding that world.
The
routine collective consciousness of men will not allow them to hear even
slight
descriptions of what I am referring to:
making
the leap from feeling that you are the problem,
to
knowing that there IS no problem,
(other
than your ignornace of how things are in you).
The
consciousness natural to ordinary men treats just the mention of this second
direction and its ultaime aim, as anathema;
’tis
though man’s consciousness is SELF conscious --
embarrassed
at being looked at.” (The elder elbowed
the younger
smartly
in the ribs and added): “It's got to be either
that,
or
else it is
afraid
of being looked at..............either
way:
a high curiosity --
wouldn’t
you say.”
The
plane began to tremble as though something might be imminent.
“A
man who expresses no complaints with the world
may
have achieved awakening in the first direction,
but
only one who has accomplished the second awakening
has
no complaints about himself.”
The
craft began to bounce up & down as though it were about to.
“People
living in a dream stay torqued off at everybody;
those
with one eye open are upset just with themselves,
but
those with all eyes up & about…….well --
who
the hell KNOWS what ticks them off.
(Damn,
their smug silence!)”
Would you like a drink; fasten your belt;
put your glasses between your knees.
“Served
to you straight lad, no mixer:
when
you have awakened in the first direction,
you
no longer think-about, talk-about, or concern-yourself-with –
--
things outside of you;
if
you awaken in the second direction
you
no longer think-about, talk-about, or have any real interest in
Bugs
Bunny,” and -- Swoosh!
-- they were off the ground & soaring.
J