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           JAN’S DAILY FRESH REAL NEWS
                        © 2001: Jan Cox

May 26, 200l.
 
 
 
 
 

A father said to a son: 
”What do you make of the fact that the most memorable event 
in most people’s lives is them discovering they have cancer? 
And don’t say that it simply shows how boring most people’s lives are,”
an admonition which snatched the lad’s programmed reply,
and left him speechless, 
apparently not surprising the elder, who continued talking.
”It would be expected that a matter of potential finality would
grab a person’s attention  --  but hold it for the rest of their life?! –
--   something more is afoot in the underbrush-of-the-brain, Wayne,”
(although the boy’s name was not Wayne).
“Those who do not soon die, 
in popular and medical parlance, are never called, ”cured,”
but merely, “survivors,”
and the victims themselves refer to their continued state of
existence in temporary terms not unlike ex-drunks:
'Hello, my name is Florence, 
and I am a cancer survivor now for five years,'
and it is said with a pleasure that transcends the fact that the speaker is obviously happy to still be among the quick.
No my boy, how the mind uses its knowledge of death is, 
in common minds, an unexamined lesson on the nature of the mind.
 

As evidenced in religions by notions of an afterlife,
there is a endless, blanket awareness of mortality,
but men’s minds visit this knowledge with less frequency 
than do their bodies, their place of worship.
 

No, not at all do ordinary men’s thoughts normally give much attention to the matter of their inevitable physical death,
yet something excites the mind, almost pleasurably,
to have the subject forcibly brought before it, 
(as in the cancer diagnosis).
Why?    Ask yourself: ‘Why?’ my boy.
 

From our family’s privileged view
it has to do with something mental --  not physical:
the positive effect the subject of death seems to often have
is due to thoughts’ knowledge not of man’s physical death,
and not of their death even, 
(as you may have been expecting me to say)  --  nay!
It all has to do with the fact that they have neither life nor death.
They are an entity that by all mental concepts,
have-a-life   ---  yet:  are not alive! ……and thus can never die.

Thoughts, my boy, are positively fascinated by the idea of death
in that they can never experience it --   AND  --
they would dearly love to do so.

’Hi, my name is Albert, and I am a comment survivor now for ten years.’

                                          Fulius nullis."
 

                             Thus did the father close his remarks. 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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The supreme verbal waste of life is in talking about ills & emotions.
If you are going to spend time in thought, do so on subjects wherein
there is the possibility of it being useful; 
the one subject being: thinking.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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Talking to God is the nicest thing an ordinary brain can do for itself;
it represents the mind struggling to be in the best,
highest possible relationship with its thoughts.
 
 
 
 
 

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The mistake men make is in perceiving the mind as being 
something different from thoughts, 
as though one is the container of the other, 
when in truth, all that the mind is  --  IS  thoughts; 
there is no container   --   no mind-thing.
 
 
 
 
 
 

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                                               The Broker

Thought’s legitimate job is to churn feeling’s account -- 
--  keeping ‘em always excited,   via imagination.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

                                                    * * *
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Noting the stupidity of man is the closest thing there is to an act of actual stupidity.
 
 
 
 
 
 

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Definition: A moron: Someone who learned from others.
Although everyone does have friends, the privileged-&-wealthy 
have a surplus of such,  who in truth, do them ill,
(understanding of course that the reference is to cellular matters 
occurring entirely in your head).
 
 
 
 
 

                                                     * * *
 
 
 
 
 
 

                          Those a man meets,
                          asleep in a ditch,
                          all curiously resemble him.
 
 
 

     Life will forget & forgive anything  --   take a lesson.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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To mundane minds it appears that men earn/learn their neurons, 
while they inherent their hormones,
yet to all the former do the latter be parent.
Thus in vain do mental eyes search for beginnings & ends,
but thus in vain, Wayne   --   thus in vain.
For all there really is -- IS all the stuff crammed into the middle section, which routine I’s always view via distorted sight,
resulting in what is essentially  --  blindness.
 
 
 

One man says:
"Had parker been verbally on shakespeare,
and the bard been hip to the bird,
together they could have sung:
                            'It’s all just playing with symbols  -- 
                                       a pleasure in the head.'"
 
 
 
 

                                            Rivers running high and low,
                                            a’er the nervous system were shaped;
                                           some men frolic in the flow,
                                           where others never think to go.
 
 
 
 
 

And another guy says:
“Even if life is a pain  --  it is a shoddy man who will let on.”
 

(He later composed a verse):
 

                When I was born I laughed  --   no lie,
                       and with each passing day,
                              I now realize why. 
 
 

                                                   J