March
13, 2001.
MORE REGARDING LIFE SAYING TO YOUR MIND:
“HEY, LOOK OVER HERE AT THIS!”
WITHOUT IT EVER POINTING OUT TO YOU THAT
WHAT IT IS ACTUALLY POINTING TO WHEN IT SAYS THAT
IS
YOUR MIND.
If you do not come to the personal
realization of the above, not only will you stay forever confused-about,
and annoyed-with other people,
(which is too pedestrian to
be of note),
but you will, (more importantly),
have a similar attitude toward what seems, (to cow eyes), to be yourself.
A sufficiently interested man
can be led to see that
when ordinary men talk of such
matters as politics,
sports, religion, their philosophy-of-life,
they are talking about nothing
but their own thinking,
(realizing this frees a person
from the first two floors
of that invisible prison),
but what is much more difficult
--
-- within spitting distance
of Impossibleville, in fact --
is to see that the same is true
concerning the words you privately hear in your head
coming from your own mind.
It is one thing to be able to
recognize that when someone is ranting on about how the country’s economy
will never reach its full potential until we get a Fed chairman who is
not part of the Eastern Establishment,
and elect congressmen who are
more interested in the people’s welfare than they are their own appearances
on Sunday morning talk shows, (or that for the Mets to become a constant
contender they have got to get a pitching staff more concerned about winning
than they are about their salaries),
that he possesses not a trace
of personal understanding, nor objective basis for the comments, and in
fact is just commenting on his own mental comments.
Nothing condemnable is going
on --
everything normal is.
He -- same as everyone
else --
(save BeMer mechanics, and cardiologists),
simply doesn’t know what he
is talking about.
He speaks not actually about
politics, or sports,
(or anything else outside his
own head),
but about the thoughts IN
his head ABOUT politics,
or sports.
But it is quite another challenge
to realize
that the thoughts in your own
head about all
non-physical matters are of
the same ilk.
Ordinary men believe that their
thoughts on a subject are correct, and men with opposing ideas are
wrong,
while those trying to achieve-the-realization
reach a level whereat their
view is that
their thoughts on a matter are
real,
and ordinary men’s, imaginary.
When this perspective initially
hits them,
it seems well founded, since
they are one of the few
who are sincerely trying to
gain an
objective understanding of what
is going on
while everyone else simply wants
to have their
subjective theories about what’s
going on
momentarily triumph over any
opposing ones.
At first this feels correct
-- but it is in error;
any thoughts in your mind regarding
the non-material
features of human existence
are no more substantial
than anyone else’s.
It is not the thinkers
that are the problem,
but the very essence OF
thinking.
This is indeed perhaps the trickiest
thing for
the human eye to ever see.
Many get stalled here
-- but wait! -- cheer up!
--
it gets worse!
The greatest damage, (in the sense of
wasting-energy), suffered by the few is this:
taking the thoughts you hear in your head about YOU
-
as though they mean something.
Your so-called “mind”
does not talk to you about YOU – it
talks about itself -- that is all that it can
do.
And it has no more objective, personal understanding
of what makes it work than it does about what causes
economic fluctuations, or makes a winning team.
But while the mind will be confronted
with opposing views when it publicly expresses its ideas about religion,
The Theatre, or The Lakers,
it receives no such resistance
as it contemplates,
and comments
on itself, and is always presented in the guise of you
thinking
about yourself.
Not realizing this is man’s
normal state,
and also the primo example of
being, unenlightened.
You do not “think-about-yourself”
--
even your MIND
doesn’t think about YOU --
your mind thinks about itself,
and all comments it makes apparently
about you,
are always about it.
The mind can do nothing else,
and to suddenly see this for
yourself
is like being suddenly set free….or
having a mechanic
tell you that it was only a
fouled plug.
Here is what you can practically
do:
determine to remind yourself
for the rest of today,
that every identifiable matter
that your mind grabs hold of is actually your mind grabbing itself;
literally repeat this to yourself
as you observe the
yard-dog-of-your-mind
latching on to the bumper of some passing thought-vehicle
while pretending that it is
thinking about the thing
it is chewing on when the discoverable
truth is that it is merely chewing on itself -- as always.
Whenever the mind in your head
says:
”I’m thinking about - this
matter” --
it is really thinking about
thinking --
in its own crude way it is attempting
to understand what is going on -- achieve Enlightenment! --
but ordinary minds never quite
get over that edge,
over the naturally attractive
mental place whereat the mind is still able to pretend that it is studying
life
while looking outward --
while looking away from itself.
That’s the bad news --
but that’s okay
because now you have the
good news -- that is -
you know what the bad news is,
and what to do about it.
You can’t ask for more than that,
(unless you do expect
to receive a free Porsche every year just for waking up.)
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