March
10, 2001.
If you have
any serious business reading this,
then you
have serious dissatisfaction,
and if you
have any serious idea
what these words are really about,
then you
are past thinking that your dissatisfaction
is caused
by anything outside of you:
that is where
a person must eventually be standing
to ever get
actually started in this grand internal adventure.
But even
when a man comes to the above noted realization he still has a formidable
hurdle to pass -- -- a dazzling puzzle to unravel --
an almost
impossible problem to solve.
The sole cause
of the dissatisfaction that motivates
readers of
such as this is their mind --
--
the routine workings of the human mind.
You will
save yourself a lifetime of frustrating,
(though perhaps,
entertaining), mental effort
to realize
as soon as possible that the ongoing
activity
in your head that men commonly call, “the mind”
is the one
and only source of your dissatisfaction.
It is not
caused by evil forces;
nor by the
stupidity of others,
nor is man
under a curse from the gods from some past misdeed,
and to believe
that you have progressed past notions such as these, and think of your
dissatisfaction in terms of it being caused by your being, “asleep,” or,
”unenlightened,”
still does
not reach peak efficiency in that at best,
such mental
images keeps you still one serious,
but unnecessary,
step removed
from the simple reality of the situation.
If, for a
period of time, you take quick, periodic,
and honest
note of what will go on in your head
regarding
what was just said,
you will
readily discover that your mind has a built-in,
automatic rejection of any idea that identifies it as the source of the
dissatisfaction that plainly takes place in its bailiwick.
Your mind
will even lay claim to being nothing other than an objective observer,
and impartial recorder of
what it witnesses,
and thus the undeniable turmoil that
goes on in
its area is certainly not caused by it,
but clearly
instead, by the disturbing events it merely records.
It presents
itself to be like a television set --
a passive
entity that can only display the pictures,
and sounds
sent to it by outside sources.
Your own
experience will show that it verges on being literally “impossible” for
the mind in your head to see
the situation
in any way other than this;
but should
you not --
you will
never come to the end of this, and see,
what so clearly,
being a human
being,
living on
this planet,
with a brain
that continually produces thoughts,
is actually
all about.
It is not
the ideas coming from other men’s minds that annoy you -- it is your
mind’s meaningless, automatic, and totally impersonal reactions to them.
No one really
cares if another human is
Muslim, or
Christian; Liberal, or Conservative;
Freudian,
or Jungian -- no one gives a rat’s ass!
They certainly
pretend to, (but you should say):
”Their MIND
pretends to”
for no other
feature of man ever pretends to be interested in anything which it instinctively
is not.
If you know
of no condition in your head other than the normal one of the mind you
were born with
occupying
all the space devoted to consciousness
then you
have no choice whatsoever but to accept the preferences that your mind
automatically expresses --
--
and will always express --
about the
minds of others, and thus will
never ending
dissatisfaction in yours be assured.
Quite tricky
to see -- but undeniably so, once seen,
is the fact
that other than for your mind,
nothing it
says that you believe
is of any
interest at all to any other part of you.
The rest
of you, (if it paid any attention to it),
would find
what your mind talks about as
being important
in life
to be utter
bullshit.
No one pays
any attention to the mind when it is talking about
any of the many non tangible subjects
it has made
up through the years -- except
the mind.
No one else
cares;
no one else
is even slightly interested in such things;
no one else
believes any of that crap --
no one else
is even listening, but the mind.
No matter
who you are,
regardless
of your background & experience,
the mind
talking in your head this very instant
is lying
-- whatever it is saying --
if it is
talking about things you cannot touch,
and are thus
not directly pertinent to survival.
Everyone’s
mind believes
things that are totally,
completely,
entirely of no interest to you whatsoever --
if you but
look at it, and if you are one of the few
truly determined
to get to the real root of your dissatisfaction,
and thus alleviate it.
Down toward
the end of this road,
everything
is pretty plain and simple,
but --
Damn! if it doesn’t seem to take a lifetime to get that far?!
-- Yes, but if you will turn your most sincere and constant attention
to what was described here today, an otherwise,“lifetime” of effort
can be whittled down considerably.
J
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