February
26, 2001.
There was once a boy who from
childhood felt
he had unfinished business;
he was never certain what it
was,
and after reaching the years
of physical maturity,
and leaving home,
he returned to seek his father’s
response regarding
the always present sensation
of there being
some unsettled affair in his
life
The son noted that he continued
to feel a
non-physical frustration with
life, and had studied
several teachings whose verbally
described interest,
and goal superficially appeared
to match his, but
none of which ever resulted
in conclusive satisfaction.
The father nodded his understanding
of
the younger’s words, and said:
“As you now obviously
know from reading,
there have always been people
who experienced
this particular feeling of inner
disquiet,
and after attempts to describe
it to others,
which was met with either
incomprehension, or disinterest,
they commonly concluded that
what they were
experiencing was so unusual
as to be perhaps,
even supernatural.
One thing was for certain: the
vast majority of humanity, through neither their words, nor activities,
evidenced any apparent experience
of this
feeling that there is some sort
of
‘unfinished-business-about-man,'
(other than for weakened, impractical
reflections of it
that came to be found in collectively
accepted ideas
that there actually is a supernatural
world beyond the
sensual one in which man presently
lives;
such variations, offering no
solution to the problem
as it is consciously suffered
by the few.)
Those with this direct disquiet
must come to the personal realization that the sensation is not dependent
on
external circumstances,
but is a totally self-contained,
inner event,
and they must further be free
of any notion that it is
supernatural, or ‘spiritual,’
in the sense of it being
too vague to ever be understood.
For a person experiencing what
you are my son,
to ever even start looking into
the matter properly,
he must recognize plainly that
the entire affair is occurring in his brain.
This is very hard to do, and
few accomplish it.
But there is something even
more difficult after that.
The brain is the central processor,
consciously and otherwise, of
all information concerning man’s external and internal worlds;
this feature of the brain is
plain,
but what is not so obvious,
and which is at the very root
of the unsettled feeling
you come asking about,
is that the brain is also engaged
in the attempt to
consciously process information
about its own operation.
No one is satisfied to ride
the Number 7 bus,
if they await Number 8.
On some routes there is no Number
8 yet."
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