February
12, 2001.
Monday:
dateline: Beirut,
where at this time,
it is always Tuesday,
thus the news is always ahead
of itself…
………just like it always is to
those who can read.
THE
POSSIBLE PURSUITS OF THE DEAL
1. You study courses written
about:
“pursuing
the deal.”
2. You eventually recognize your
error,
and begin
to pursue the study of the thing that
wrote all
the courses,
and the thing
that studies them -- the
mind.
3. You finally realize your basic
misstep;
you
forget about the mind, and turn your attention
to the
only thing that actually exists -- existence.
Few people ponder existence
-- most just live it,
and most of the few only
ponder their mind & their
pondering,
(though never realizing it).
A few-of-the-few finally do get
down to the deal:
the direct pondering of existence
itself;
they attempt to hold a constant
consciousness of the strangeness of both existing, and knowing
that you do.
This IS – the
real deal.
THE
FURTHER POSSIBILITIES OF THE MAN IN BED
1.
Each morning upon awakening, you can lay there,
and ask yourself:
“Why do other humans
behave as they do?”
2.
You can lay and ask yourself:
“What is it in me
asking: ‘What is it in me asking?’”
3.
You can discover an unexplored, unstable edge
where the
first two possibilities meet,
and when even
momentarily seen --
lights up
mere existence in
a way that is
blindingly enlightening.
Being a human is living a song:
there is a ceaseless rhythm,
the instincts of the body,
and a melody,
the thoughts of the mind;
the second cannot exist without
the first;
they are inseparable, yet the
latter can deceive itself,
and conceive otherwise,
for while the melody is limited
by the rhythm,
it can sing about being free,
and thus believe it is so;
like a caged bird --
carried away by the sound of
its own voice --
oblivious to its captivity.
At the rhythmic level,
an ant thinks first of the needs
of the colony;
at the melodic, he is allowed
to believe that he
reflects on his own individual
life and desires;
there is no readily available
provision for
the direct mental realization -- “I
exist.”
If you think a lot about the
second reality,
you become susceptible to unnecessary
seriousness;
but if you do not thereabout
think sufficiently,
you run the risk of suffering
severe consequences in
running afoul of rules established
to govern this concurrent world.
Not
too much and not too little;
‘s a really
strange cat wastes time on a fiddle.
Hippos
happy at water holes;
culture
vultures blinded from peeping thru key holes.
A man who
knows the real deal
knows where
he belongs -- which is where? --
--
he can’t say……...which proves he knows.
If it is your desire to do-the-deal
then it is certainly preferable
that you
think a lot about the
deal, as opposed to
having your thoughts engaged
in unrelated matters,
but if you want to get even closer
to the deal,
you have got to discover for
yourself
the inherent flaw in this otherwise
appearing,
”proper and necessary approach”;
after all, a man must study another
language
if he expects to speak another
tongue,
but he who would do-the-deal
must eventually realize
that there are no instructions
regarding it --
-- no information, concerning
it --
thus anything you do other than
simply: doing-the-deal
is a complete waste of effort,
and all involvement therein merely
serves to keep you away FROM the
deal.
1.
You go to school.
2.
You begin to study the nature of schooling.
3.
You wake up and drop out.
There is no post graduate work
in doing-the-deal
--
there’s not even a DEAL
to begin with --
see,
realizing this is -- doing-the-deal.
J
Post
Script From The Droll War Zone:
Any assertion made using yourself
as an example
isn’t worth your time.
Two Other Ways to Approach
The Deal:
Stop & smell the roses
-- or:
BE the roses.
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