.January
24, 2001.
Is
this
to
be
just
a day
like
every
other
day?
Does it have to be such a day?
You arise from your bed;
you eat, you drink;
you walk, you see;
a life of clouds, rivers & sunshine occurs around
you,
and a separate life within;
but is this life actually so separate?…
…or does it just feel that way to you now?…
…due to your taking it as being
separate?
For a person hot-on-the-trail,
how could any internal day
not be pleasing & exhilarating
Will it be a big long thing that will cause you to
see the secret,
or will it be little short things?
Will it be hot;
will it be cold;
will it be new;
will it be old?
If you are expecting an owl,
what will you make of an eagle;
if you are expecting an eagle,
what will you make of a dump truck?
Many claim to know that man lives in
a dream,
but few, few, few know what the dream is.
A man who often spoke about --
getting the understanding
--
when asked if he had it,
would only say:
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
For the
few:
idleness
is the next best thing to emptiness.
You can try to pick up what another man
knows about the understanding
--
-- but you can’t run with it.
A
man dependent on someone else’s word for it
has a boulder in his drawers.
The knowledge
would please everyone,
and they would be greatly relieved by it –
-- although 99 out of 100 wouldn’t understand
it --
-- and would thus not
benefit from it.
The-Ultimate-Fairness-Of-It-All is that we
have left feet -- since we have
right feet.
Only those without the understanding
do not realize that
everything-works-out --
-- it has to --
-- it has no choice.
“If you look for the understanding
with your eyes --
you’ll never find it.”
“Do you mean: ‘e-y-e-s’,
eyes, or: ‘I’, I’s?”
”Uhhhhhhhhhhhh…….I forget.”
The
understanding is the only thing that,
even after you
find it
you still don’t
see it.
Ordinary men walk against the wind,
or they walk with the wind,
but either way -- as they walk --
they feel apart from the wind.
This is not the understanding.
To know-what-is-going-on is to realize that
triumphing over life no more exists than does
being defeated by it.
Only those without the
understanding
feel that life is anything
other than themselves.
Having the knowledge
is not something you --
“think-about” --
but rather a feeling that is possible when you’re
not thinking.
…(the tricky part is in the initial discovery of
the feeling.)
A father told a son: “What I
don’t know can hurt you,”
and the younger asked:
“Is that also true the other way around?”
”Always,” he replied:
“Always.”
We have a mind that talks,
out of fairness to the fact that
we have one that does not.
Find a thing that you can’t pick up,
that you can’t open,
that you can’t break,
that you can’t see through -- yet --
seeing through it is all that you can see.
The understanding
is IN thought, but
it is NOT thought.
For the few:
idleness is the
next best thing to not being there.
Stand forever before a backless mirror and ask:
”What is this? What
is this? What is this?”
until you finally get it.
When you suddenly see it --
-- coal is hurled at midnight.
J
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